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EyesOfCrystal (profile) wrote,
on 3-22-2005 at 7:41am
When I was younger, I thought that I would grow up to be alone and that I would be alone forever. I never thought that someone could love me. I never thought that I would find “the one” But then I did. The really sad thing about that is the 2 years and 5 months that we have been “together” (obviously there have been break-ups and make-ups) I don’t think that I truly loved him until just recently. I don’t think that I really loved him all this time because of the way ive treated and the things I do to hurt him. And when I think about it…ive done a lot to hurt him. And that’s not love. But I know that I love him now. I can tell that I love him now because when I think about losing him…..I feel like I die inside. It feels worse than any heartbreak or sickness ive ever felt in my entire life combined. I wouldn’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy. Tony is all that I have, and he’s all that I want. He is my life and if I lost him I would be nothing.

Tony,----I’m sorry for everything ive ever done to hurt you. I just hope my actions don’t catch up with you someday and you want to leave me (Anybody else would have after what ive done to you)

I just thought I would tell everybody…or at least everybody who reads this. I want as many people possible to know how I feel.
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joeydomina

03-22-05 10:27am

tony loves you erica and you know it. :)

Joey

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tonyp.

03-25-05 5:32pm

oh huney i love you soo frickin much its not even funny
when i first meet you i dident think we were gona last anywere past two or three months but im really glad that were gona stay together for the rest of our life

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_iggy_

03-27-05 4:57pm

AAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are so sweet!!!! im so happy for you two.

ERRCA::: you know that one thing i was supposed to do a while ago and then tell you what happens... the answer was no. but it might be yes now cuz the weather cooled down and snow fell on the ground. and when theres snow on the ground, the ground usually gets wet so that plants can grow.

hahaha... i love you errca. hopefully you can make sense out of my story. it shouldnt be to hard to figure out since we've talked about it a few times. oh my mom knows now and i dont think that i would be able to move there.

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eyesofcrystal

Re:, 04-01-05 8:53pm

...you would think that i wouldnt get confused....but somehow i am just a little bit. So...if i dont call you soon...you call me so we can talk....ok love ya bye

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