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EyesOfCrystal (profile) wrote, on 3-22-2005 at 7:41am | |
When I was younger, I thought that I would grow up to be alone and that I would be alone forever. I never thought that someone could love me. I never thought that I would find “the one” But then I did. The really sad thing about that is the 2 years and 5 months that we have been “together” (obviously there have been break-ups and make-ups) I don’t think that I truly loved him until just recently. I don’t think that I really loved him all this time because of the way ive treated and the things I do to hurt him. And when I think about it…ive done a lot to hurt him. And that’s not love. But I know that I love him now. I can tell that I love him now because when I think about losing him…..I feel like I die inside. It feels worse than any heartbreak or sickness ive ever felt in my entire life combined. I wouldn’t wish that feeling on my worst enemy. Tony is all that I have, and he’s all that I want. He is my life and if I lost him I would be nothing. Tony,----I’m sorry for everything ive ever done to hurt you. I just hope my actions don’t catch up with you someday and you want to leave me (Anybody else would have after what ive done to you) I just thought I would tell everybody…or at least everybody who reads this. I want as many people possible to know how I feel. |
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joeydomina | 03-22-05 10:27am tony loves you erica and you know it. :)
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tonyp. | 03-25-05 5:32pm oh huney i love you soo frickin much its not even funny
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_iggy_ | 03-27-05 4:57pm AAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you are so sweet!!!! im so happy for you two.
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eyesofcrystal | Re:, 04-01-05 8:53pm ...you would think that i wouldnt get confused....but somehow i am just a little bit. So...if i dont call you soon...you call me so we can talk....ok love ya bye |