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spud (profile) wrote,
on 3-23-2005 at 1:35am
mrs. millard wants me to read "a clockwork orange" and then do an oral book report. i mean, everyone has to do the book report, but she asked me to do that book in particular. she said most kids didn't get it, and she thought i would be able to understand it and communicate it to the class. which, is cool for me, just because it's nice to receive that big of a compliment from someone you respect. and i'm a whore for compliments, so there.

i thought it was kinda funny, but summer thought dani and i were going out. i mean, i don't think it's terribly unreasonable, but i didn't think that dani and i had ever acted in a way that would give anybody that impression. eh, whatever. i guess i should be optimistic, since summer seemed genuinely concerned.

i'm just overwhelmed right now. like i said, i'm a whore for attention - especially from girls (and no, i don't mean mrs. millard). and now, since katie left, i've been getting all sorts of attention from all sorts of wonderful girls. and on the one hand, i want to take advantage of it. but i feel guilty, like i'm using them or something. but i'm not really using them. i mean, i honestly do feel for them, in my heart. but not really one more than any other. and the feelings are different for each. dissimilar, but of the same magnitude.

so, as always, i don't know what i should do.

i think i'm just gonna wing it... as always. and honestly, it'll work out exactly the way it's supposed to. i just need to relax and be cool.

that's so not me.
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mysticdaydream

03-23-05 3:13am

mrs millard is a sexy bitch tho.

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spud

Re:, 03-23-05 7:05pm

this is true ...

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stinko

03-23-05 12:21pm

girls girls everywhere!

i still think you would be a good girl.
hmmm.

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spud

Re:, 03-23-05 7:06pm

and, likewise, you would make an excellent boy.


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skife

03-23-05 12:49pm

"i think i'm just gonna wing it... as always. and honestly, it'll work out exactly the way it's supposed to. i just need to relax and be cool."

Thats exactly how I would have done it.

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holiday

03-23-05 1:24pm

a clockwork orange is so good.

"you have a dirty, whorish mouth."

Sorry, I had too.
You're cool.

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phil-himself

03-23-05 3:14pm

yeah A Clockwork Orange is kinda hard to understand at first but you get used to it and figure it out after a while.

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sugarjackj

03-23-05 7:25pm

well lets just say, its not luck these ggirls are giving you attention.

i wish i got attention

boo hoo

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spud

Re:, 03-27-05 11:18pm

wait, if you're wanting attention from all these girls, then maybe i'm barking up the wrong tree.

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liz

03-24-05 11:36am

clockwork orange is totally one of the best books ive ever read, not to feed your whoreness but i completely understand where shes going with that compliment

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