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spud (profile) wrote, on 3-23-2005 at 1:35am | |
mrs. millard wants me to read "a clockwork orange" and then do an oral book report. i mean, everyone has to do the book report, but she asked me to do that book in particular. she said most kids didn't get it, and she thought i would be able to understand it and communicate it to the class. which, is cool for me, just because it's nice to receive that big of a compliment from someone you respect. and i'm a whore for compliments, so there. i thought it was kinda funny, but summer thought dani and i were going out. i mean, i don't think it's terribly unreasonable, but i didn't think that dani and i had ever acted in a way that would give anybody that impression. eh, whatever. i guess i should be optimistic, since summer seemed genuinely concerned. i'm just overwhelmed right now. like i said, i'm a whore for attention - especially from girls (and no, i don't mean mrs. millard). and now, since katie left, i've been getting all sorts of attention from all sorts of wonderful girls. and on the one hand, i want to take advantage of it. but i feel guilty, like i'm using them or something. but i'm not really using them. i mean, i honestly do feel for them, in my heart. but not really one more than any other. and the feelings are different for each. dissimilar, but of the same magnitude. so, as always, i don't know what i should do. i think i'm just gonna wing it... as always. and honestly, it'll work out exactly the way it's supposed to. i just need to relax and be cool. that's so not me. |
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mysticdaydream | 03-23-05 3:13am mrs millard is a sexy bitch tho. |
spud | Re:, 03-23-05 7:05pm this is true ... |
stinko | 03-23-05 12:21pm girls girls everywhere!
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spud | Re:, 03-23-05 7:06pm and, likewise, you would make an excellent boy.
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skife | 03-23-05 12:49pm "i think i'm just gonna wing it... as always. and honestly, it'll work out exactly the way it's supposed to. i just need to relax and be cool."
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holiday | 03-23-05 1:24pm a clockwork orange is so good.
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phil-himself | 03-23-05 3:14pm yeah A Clockwork Orange is kinda hard to understand at first but you get used to it and figure it out after a while. |
sugarjackj | 03-23-05 7:25pm well lets just say, its not luck these ggirls are giving you attention.
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spud | Re:, 03-27-05 11:18pm wait, if you're wanting attention from all these girls, then maybe i'm barking up the wrong tree. |
liz | 03-24-05 11:36am clockwork orange is totally one of the best books ive ever read, not to feed your whoreness but i completely understand where shes going with that compliment |