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| sugarjackj (profile) wrote, on 2-6-2003 at 12:00am | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: Norah Jones - Don't know why Subject: Crushed by selfish or careless people |
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| I have this feeling in the bottom of my stomach that something’s really wrong. In some ways it’s true, is that all? But a striking question this provokes, can one (such as yourselves) be caused physical pain by mental anguish? Oh woe to me. My feelings are a nuisance. I think I may lock myself in my room and try and figure out where my life is going. What is the worth of a person’s life if there is in fact no one they can seem to share emotion with? If I do others tread this feeling. No one listens to me, nor do they take into consideration my thoughts. I would love no more than for people to see me as more than a jester. I wish people would realize that I too have feeling capable of being hurt. Many a person complain to me about how bad they have it. And as do I, need the same from them. In its place I get no support. Do you know how hard it is for me to comfort myself cause no one else will? I am the forgotten one. Only here for your own entertainment, because that’s all you want from me…. noting more. Oh well. Since no one cares, I’m going to go and think things trough. Hopefully, for my own sake I feel better tomorrow. | |
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wildthing | sorry, 02-06-03 5:41pm jackie i am really sorry if i make you feel that way i hate it that you think no one cares for you because i don and your a great friend to have and i know you have feeling too i mean after all you ARE HUMAN!! and you have feelings just like everyone else does and i dont want you to feel that you cant trust me because you can and i told you that n e time you need to talk to me that you are more than welcome to call, email me whatever it is ok! because you are a great friend to everyone and everyone deserves to treat you better than what you do get treated and i think that you do need to talk to the ppl at our lunch table because your just bottling it all up inside ok and i know how that is cuz i have done it and it starts to hurt after a while so dont bottle it all up ok let it out you really ned to you will feel a lot better ok i have to go now byes I LOVE YOU!!! |
.j.e.s.s. | 02-06-03 6:32pm Jackie!!!! I am so sorry!! Don't feel like that!!! Everyone loves you and cares for you and only wants you to be HAPPY!! Of course your feelings matter to your friends. I think that because you are happy, your friends get the feeling that you aren't sad. But I'm pretty sure it's impossible to be happy ALL the time. So.. I'm sorry but I hope you feel better and relize that your friends love you. If you need to talk about a bad day or whatever, you can talk to me. :0) Feel better. It's not fun being sad. |
Atman | 02-07-03 8:16pm Um...thats not me. I never thought of you as a jester.
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alkalinefreak | Adarius, 02-16-03 11:56am I too have become something of a jester for people. but i found a hawk that lives in my neiborhood. i named him Adarius. Every time i see him i am reminded how beautiful everything around me is and how lucky i am to be here. Find your hawk. mice can work too, so can trees and trash cans. and i'm always a listening ear.
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