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something101 (profile) wrote,
on 3-24-2005 at 9:18pm
Current mood: hysterical. tears
Music: Mad World - a song from Donnie Darko
Subject: FUCK
Mad World

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places - worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere - going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression - no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow - no tommorow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday - Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen - sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me - no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me - look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very Mad World

-? donnie darko soundtrack?



*FUCK*



F
U
C
K

F U C K


EFF YOU SEA *FUCKING* KAY!

FUCK!


i seem to be using one word, and one word only. i am so fucking stressed right now it's not even funny. and i need it.
i need it so badly
and it wont work
it wont fucking work
you don't understand me
i need it more than ever

it can save me
or it can break me

i FUCKING need it

but it wont work
nothing happens
nothing
i need blood
but i wont bleed

NOTHING FUCKIN HAPPENS

i can't do it
why wont it work?
i need it
NEED it.

i'm going insane. completely insane. anyone who saw me today can vouch of that. bouncing off the walls, refusing to believe reality insane.
i don't want to think aobut anything.
i need to block it all out.
and i need m knife
but it wont work

i need to be locked up and they need to throw away the key
i'm going insane

i'm losing it

the tears are falling furiously now and i can't control anything.
i want it to all go away.
i'm drowing in it, all of it.
please save me.
make it all go away.
please save me if you can.

goodbye

-shadow-
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Anonymous

i LOVE YOU!!!, 03-27-05 9:06pm

henri...darling i love you! im so scared about shit but without you here id fucking *heh* die as well. i cant carry on without a shoulder to lean on and you're one of 'em! if they lock you away im gonna find the little shitheads and break out the artillery and KILL EM ALL!!! because they're stupid and dont know ANYTHING such as how awesome you are and how amazing you are and so on and so forth.

h is for hott
e is for extrodinary *ordinary basil, anyone?*
n is for neato!! ;)
r is for radical!! *please dont hurt me*
i is for insane...ly cool:D

wow i love you!! and after exhibition...we're gone. il get the money..ul eat my dead body. its gonna be great..i cant wait.

i love you..so much. never leave me. we have our whole future planned out!! and its all gonna happen cuz i love you.

--yesterday--

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