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 | xonixieox (profile) wrote,
on 3-26-2005 at 5:03pm |
Current mood: cold
Music: save a horse ride a cowboy x big and rich
Subject: life in general
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i am begining to fall into a state of depression again.. usually for people they begin to sink into depression in the winter months.. but not that the spring is coming.. i feel that all the bad can melt away for everyone except myself nothing .. like i go out with my friends and thats all fun and a good time.. but thats not leeding me to love and i think that now more than ever thats what i need right now.. i mean just watching how everyone else can so easily find it.. and me.. the more i tRy.. the more i feel muself getting PuShEd away from it, and i dont know why this is happening.. and i dont want it to happen.. but i just feel like it.. i wish just somebody would LOVE me .. and im rambeling on and on about this but i cant help it.. i dont like what this is doing to me.. i started this entry talking about winter and the forming of spring.. and it somehow turned out like this..
colors swirl in this world of black and white.. vibrant blues and oranges in the world thats all black and white..
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| Anonymous | 03-27-05 3:44pm i care! i love youuu nikkie
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xonixieox | Re:, 04-01-05 7:29pm i love you cait! :) your the only one that makes me happy
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