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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 3-29-2005 at 10:00pm | |
| he will never be a christian... and that kills me. whats worse, is i just got the most awful email i could have ever possibly gotten. my hope is gone... he's a lost cause and there's nothing i can do about it. what a dissapointment. so now what do i do? i have nobody to talk to about it, alyssa wont call me back, nobodys here. i hate when that happens. i hate feeling alone. but hey.. i've gotten used to it right? i mean what good am i if i've learned nothing about the thousands of things i've let dwell inside of me? who would i be if i didnt keep things to myself because in the moment of pain im all alone..... WHO would i be if my entire fucking life i hadn't been alone? he said it himself... he'll do things occasionally he'll regret and then realize they're wrong later. well im so glad i've had the priveledge to be one of them. should i be jumping with joy that im one of his mistakes? i almost wish nothing would have ever happend, that i never would have met him. not knowing would have been so much easier. damn it erika, go to bed and stop thinking.... its not healthy. all will be forgotten by morning... this will just be one more entry i neglect to re-read. |
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lovedlessthanmost | 03-29-05 10:33pm *hug* |
brokenmentality | Re:, 04-01-05 6:28pm aww... thx.
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lovedlessthanmost | Re: Re:, 04-01-05 7:01pm You're welcome. :)
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