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| chelthesmell (profile) wrote, on 4-12-2005 at 9:22pm | |
| Current mood: *HAPPY AND EXCITED!!* Music: acording to jim Subject: YAY!!! |
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| Mike told me my big surprise! HAHA! Sucker...lol. I knew I would get it out of him. haha!! we're going out to dinner than to a movie and then he has more surprises for me I guess but that has to wait untill friday. Hehe!! yeah! I'm soo excited! He's so good to me! I'm soo happy with him...it's unbelievable how happy I am. I havent been this happy in...wow...along time! But yeah...I wrote a poem for him but I dont know if I want him to read it just yet. I feel kinda dumb letting my emotions show for some reason. I dont know...thats just me being me though I guess. I'm just scared...I dont know what of though. Rejection I guess. But Mike isnt going to reject me over anything and I know that but I dont know. Maybe after so many times of getting hurt I'm just afraid the same things will happen again. BUT THEY WONT!! Cause Mike is way different from the last 2! And WAY better to me too. Not just any guy writes songs for you...lol. I'm so happy. It makes me smile...like this----> =) But I guess I'm going to get going now. later yo... |
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wondrouslybizarre | 04-14-05 4:22pm sweet! |