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TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote,
on 4-12-2005 at 11:19pm
Current mood: pleased
Music: Beck - It's All In Your Mind
Subject: wants a full night's rest; doesn't want to go to bed
There's so much I want to accomplish this summer before I leave(?), and even though it hasn't even started, I can already see it flashing before my eyes. That's what summer does, and I hate it for that.

I'll have a decision by Friday. Just waiting to hear back from both West Virginia and Queens on a couple of crucial decisions. A free ride or a tremendous opportunity? Practical or adventurous? I have no idea how this thing is going to end up.

I love fresh baguettes. More addicting than street drugs. If I sit down with one, I'll eat until it's gone or I feel sick, whichever comes first.

Why do things all of sudden have to get good back home when I am doing all this traveling/leaving in the fall(?)? I had two incredibly reaffirming, heartfelt, and insightful conversations with my respective parents in the past couple of weeks. Relationships with my friends are going well. I'm becoming more social again and I want to hang out with everybody as they get out of school (what's that again?)

Fuck this 7am bullshit. Hmm, I knew I shouldn't have finished that entire baguette. Going to bed will make everybody better, right?

Everything's great... until I think about everything. Then I have an anxiety attack.
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Leeder5421

04-13-05 12:26am

Question: That ? puzzles me. Does that mean that you might not even go to grad school at all?

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TaoMan1121

Re:, 04-13-05 6:32am

That means I'm being a complete committment-phobe about this whole thing. This time around, leaving home scares the hell out of me...

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Fanelia

04-13-05 12:28am

Just concentrate on holding yourself together. That's what I do.

Good luck. :-)

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michellestar

04-13-05 9:01am

Don't worry, even if things end up a bit too heavy we'll all float on all right.

Hang in there. :)

and represent on the baguettes!

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Leeder5421

04-15-05 5:25pm

By the way, congrads on you know what. I'm very happy for you. I tried to call last night once Nahush told me that you had imed me, but I never have saved your phone number. And by the time I got back on AIM, you were offline.

I'm sure we'll talk more about this later.

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