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| jennapie (profile) wrote, on 4-17-2005 at 10:48pm | |
| Current mood: drained |
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| I think I'm ok now, I don't know if it was ever true in the first place, I don't see now how it could have been. I think it was just everyone talking about it all the time, it put ideas in my head. I mean, tonight, I had absolutley no problem what-so-ever. I could care less. I mean, I do care but not like a jealous care. I wish I had a big enough vocabulary to actually express myself the way that I want to so this would all make such perfect sense that nobody would be confused, but I don't. I guess it's only important for me and one other person to know what I'm talking about. and that's all that matters. I'm so glad I know what's going on, even if I can't explain it perfectly, I'm sure you get what I mean. Everybody says that it isn't possible for guys and girls to be "just friends" for an extended period of time...but I assure you all, that it is VERY possible, and actually it happens all the time. I don't know where that idea came from, but I hate it. Maybe it's true for some people, but to group us all into that stereotypical group is completely unfair. Sometimes, I feel like there is nobody that I can talk to about anything, but then I realize that that is all MY fault because when given the opportunity I don't talk. I clam up and don't say anything. And what I do say, generally isn't what I really mean, or it doesn't come out how I wanted it to, so it doesn't make the sense that it should. I don't know what's wrong, I guess it's ok, but I don't wear my emotions on my sleeve, and unless it's really bad, you won't know what's going on. I'm so good at not letting anyone know, and I REALLY hate it when I get questioned. I don't wanna talk about it unless I bring it up. It is nobody else's business until I decide to talk about it. If something needs to be said then I will say it, but I don't stick my nose in where it doesn't belong, so I hate it when people do that to me, and I'm not talking about anyone in particular, it was just in my head, I don't know, this has no point. I just have a lot to say I guess. ahha, how ironic. but anyways..I really should go to bed, I don't get in sharing moods very often so I thought that I should get this down, maybe another time I'll go off again. I don't know...good night everyone. I love you. |
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breezeyluvsu | 04-19-05 2:10pm I usually have a pretty good idea to what the heck your talking about, but sadly in this case i feel braindead.
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