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| babaloo181 (profile) wrote, on 4-18-2005 at 5:22pm | |
| Current mood: contemplative Music: same as tonite's song Subject: some things im realizing are wrong with me... |
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| 1. Im starting to think that i have an unhealthy obsession with college and my future... i dunno ... but like i feel as if im leaving a lot of ppl behind ... i dont have much time for colin... i feel really bad about that... i guess i just wish i knew how to balance it all... 2. I'm a fucking hypocrite... i get mad at ppl for doing one thing when.. not too long ago i did the same thing myself... i bitch bout ppl who do certain things .. when... in reality .. i do those things myself... i really wish i weren't so fucking hypocritical.. 3. I'm really fucking resentful... i can't forgive... that in itself .. is a terrible characteristic to possess.. 4. I can't make myself focus... i'm really starting to think i may have add... haha ... i mean either that or im just quite possibly the laziest person alive.. despite my strong feelings against taking medicine for problems that u can fix on ur own.. i kinda wish there was something i could take that would make me wanna sit down and get some work done. but eh.. who am i kidding? so anyways .. i guess this entry is just my response to a conversation i had with colin the other nite... other than that not much else to say latin competition rocked... too many jokes to write down... karen, kiren, and hailey all kick so much ass... i made such awesome friends. so yea.. the end... and as cesar would say.. "enjoy" hehe tonite's song: so much by spill canvas |
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| Anonymous | 05-03-05 11:28pm i have a major obsession w/ the future...it terrifies me...and I also think I have ADD...:(...and I realized yesterday...that I did balance school and homecoming pretty well...Shadow said that if you can handle a schedule like that...you can pretty much handle anything...so that makes me feel a little better...:)...I am sure that everything will work itself out for ya muchacha...
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