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| onceagainistandalone (profile) wrote, on 2-7-2003 at 10:18pm | |
| Subject: Grab with both hands, rip out these wings and watch me fall. |
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| I don't know what it is exactly. Somewhere inside, something is wrong, but i don't know..and they don't know either. They want to send me to all these doctors and put me on all this fucking medicine..but it won't help..won't change a god damn thing. Maybe i like it like this..the drama..am i hurting anyone but myself? There is alot more to me then i think most people realize, and im getting fucking tired of keeping it all in so i don't think im going to anymore, its to much of a burden for me. My girlfriend is the greatest person in the world, but for some reason its hard for me to find the words to tell her that. My "best friend" is a complete asshole and isn't really a friend at all, I'm just his punching bag for everything. The rest of my "friends" (except a few) are assholes as well..I've built up this reputation of being a non violent person, so they tend to take advantage of that and just beat up on me and make fun of me all the time..ive grown numb to it though, so it doesn't hurt right away..but has a lasting pain like a tetanis shot. So thats it..i feel like throwing up. |
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charlie | 02-09-03 1:03am ah so |