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whispers (profile) wrote,
on 4-21-2005 at 4:15pm
Music: default - faded
Subject: [ worst day ever ]
my day is shit. i hate today so much. it got a little better between goin to school and comin home. you know that whole.. 20 minutes i was out. but it's back to being ridiculous. i hate my life.

my mom fuckin yelled at me for so long last night. i was on the phone for a lil of it too. and riley heard my mom yell at me, but whatever. i don't care. then.. yeah. i started to cry really hard cause i had a lot of other things on my mind also.

okay, so first i get this letter sayin i tested positive on the hepatitis c screening test. but negative on the hcv test. so.. i dunno. i gotta go back in 6 months or something to get retested. then i have that on my shoulders, then my mom comes all up in my room screamin at me. tellin me i never do anything right, i'm always mean to her, and i don't appreciate anything or anybody. so i lost it there. and i was on the phone. so i started cryin and riley was like "i'll let you go.. and talk to you later.." poor girl. i hate havin people watch/hear me cry.

whatever, so my mom was all yellin at me like.. all day today. and leavin messages sayin "i'm sorry i raised my voice, but it's your fault. call me later." oh. and last night, she like.. threw all my shit on the floor, and i couldnt find my glasses, and since i'm blind.. i couldn't find them myself. so i asked her to help and she fuckin yelled at me the whole time. it was horrible.

i hate my mom so much.

but i got the guest pass for j so.. yea. he can.. go to prom with me and actually be let in.

i gotta work from 6 to whenever i come home tonight. lee's stayin the night again so i don't wanna come home at all. but.. whatever. maybe my mom will get trashed again and forget about me again. please, god, have her do that..
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midget18

04-23-05 9:26am

Moms are whores. For sure.

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