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| Atman (profile) wrote, on 2-7-2003 at 11:10pm | |
| Music: It could be a song about slaughtering chicks, I don\'t care right now Subject: Yeah, subject wubject |
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| If you don\'t like to hear me complain, then don\'t even bother readinig this...I mean it, I don\'t care. I typed this for myself more than anyone else. My life has been shit lately. I don\'t know where I\'m going, I don\'t know what I\'m doing, hell, it doesn\'t even feel like I\'m control of my own life. Its nobodys problem but my own, and I don\'t know what to do anymore. All the things I\'ve done before feel worthless, and its not like I\'ve been doing great things. I just don\'t know anymore. I thought I knew what I was doing, I don\'t. I thought I know what I was feeling. I don\'t. I was praying dumb luck would carry me through, if anything, but lady luck has turned her back side, and she has an UGLY ass. Grand. Too f*cking top it off, I just heard stuff I never wanted to hear about. Life is officialy fricked up. I don\'t know what I need or want, or care for. I feel worthless, like I\'m not doing anything, other than being a jester to others. Is that my purpose in life? To fail miserably which gives others hope? I don\'t know why I feel this way. Is it the situation with jackie? or spud? Or do I have some problem with myself, and I blame others? I don\'t know, and I\'m not one to contumplate. Boy, I hacked that word to hell. Whatever. I\'m sure I\'ll be questioned by others for this entry. Or you\'ll bypass it completely...I\'m not sure which of those options is wiser, for you, the reader. I don\'t know if I want feedback, a monkey, a bj, or whatever. I\'m seriously lost. |
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WindedHero | Get used to it., 02-08-03 7:44am I've felt the same way for over a year and a half now. |
spud | 02-08-03 10:06pm dude.
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