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| babaloo181 (profile) wrote, on 4-25-2005 at 4:09pm | |
| Current mood: eh.. Music: midnight highway - daphne loves derby Subject: crap, crap, and more crap |
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| It's only been about a day .. and i already miss you. *sigh*.. and the 6 week countdown begins.. Anyways, so today i asked my mom .. hey when r we booking the flight for the quest interview.... her response? oh i dunno it's too expensive... WTF!!! i just spent like hours and hours of my time filling out an application that i am sooooooooooo proud of .. to a program at STANFORD that is absolutely fucking free of cost.. and ur not even willing to pitch in maybe half of the plane ticket? wtf is ur problem? ... i want this so bad... and i mean it's not like im just gonna sit back and let her pay for it .. im already saving.. i've got a bout 50 bucks.. im doing all i can... i just dont get it .. i mean this program is about as good as it gets... if she says no.. fuck it.. im booking the flight anyways.. when i get into an ivy league school come this time next year.. she'll thank me. and if she doesnt? ... well shove it. hehe .. w/e .. im just trying not to worry bout this shit rite now. On to brighter news, so my procrastination has reached astounding levels in the past couple of weeks... rite now for instance.. i've got a million assignments.. all due weeks ago.. that i should be getting done.. do i care? not particularly... can't say that i do.. Watching couples together makes me wanna puke.. especially after colin just left.. i swear .. today in the lunch line... i nearly cried.. call it envy.. call it wat u want... w/e it is ... it hurts. I accidentally called chris "colin" last nite at work ... it coulda been worse i guess... we were talkin and he said something gross .. and i almost yelled out "BABY!" in the way i normally yell at colin.. haha .. i managed to stop myself.. and yelled out colin instead... awkward moments r the best rn't they? :) .. yep gotta love em So ap's r coming up .. lookin forward to those... as soon as this year's over.. everyone's invited to a party i'll be throwing.. certainly not in my house.. maybe in my car.. yes party in thaimi's car.. ur all invited.. all .. like.. 2 of u. hehe. Speaking of things coming to an end... seniors leave in about 3 days ... 3 days and i never have to see her again.. u have no fucking idea how happy that makes me .. im so happy i could cry hehe ... but w/e .. after that .. i hope she burns in hell ... anyways .. i should get going... nite nite everyone :D tonite's song: reader's choice ... *which is code for .. im too lazy to come up wit a song i like rite now hehe* |
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| Anonymous | 04-28-05 11:15pm tu si que eres lazy...hehe...who is she you wann get rid of...and ooh man...I told myself i don't like carlos anymore...but then now it's like we have crossed paths continuously...it's not even my doing...so you know..and we got friendly again in spanish...he begged to try on my shoe today...and finally i gave in..and thai...I am so scared for ap exams...i really wanna pass english...i don't care too much about my history one...but ohh i hope I pass english...it would make me really happy...and whoa dude...we are seniors like soo soon...I am ecstatic...but scared...and definitely sad...ahh I can't believe it..wow too many emotions..wow i wrote an entry on your comment...hehe...
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