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| shannonw55 (profile) wrote, on 4-25-2005 at 9:32pm | |
| Current mood: hurt Music: Third Eye Blind - The Background |
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| I just can't make up my mind about how I feel. I'm just angry. This is probably going to be the last post about this because I'm not going to get caught up in this. But today I was so happy and I was just pissed off and didn't care about him. But then people bring to my attention how much time and energy I've wasted. That I've gotten nothing out of this. And he's not concerned at all. That's what bothers me the most. He doesn't need to run away from me. That's about the wimpiest thing a guy has ever done. I'm not trying to beg for you back. I mean what do you think? I wanted to say I wanted to be his friend, and be there for him and shit. But.. I don't know now if he doesn't want to even look at me. Like.. I didn't do anything. It pisses me off. I'm done with worrying about this because I've got the greatest friends on earth. So that's about it. Well here's the song I told Ben I'd put in here. It doesn't really relate to anything. I'm just learning it on the guitar sort of. Third Eye Blind - The Background Lyrics And I live in the numbness now. In the background. I do the things we did before, I walk Haight Street to the store, And they say where's that crazy girl? You don't get drunk on red wine, And fight no more, I don't see you anymore, Since the hospital, The plans I make still have you in them, Cause you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you, I only know because I carry you around, In the background. I'm in the background Words they come and memories all repeat, Lift your head while they change the hospital sheets, I would never lie to you, No I would never lie to you, No I felt you long after we were through. When we were through The plans I make still have you in them, Cause you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you, I only know because I carry you around, In the background. Cause I felt you long after we were through. When you come swimming into view, And I'm hanging on your words like I always used to do, The words they use so lightly, I only feel for you, I only know because I'm way, I'm way, In the background, I'm in the background |
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