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| H2OforDuo (profile) wrote, on 4-25-2005 at 7:35pm | |
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| Yea. So, for a whole month of summer mom and I are going to California to be with my sister. This means no Mandi, no Jon, no Kate, no Kelly, no Kat, no Medicine horse...looks a little bleak. Mom has me signed up for a Sakespeare Improv class, though and some other shtuff, plus I get to be with my sis (duh) which is cool. Uhm...Convo with Kat... Caro: Hey yew. Kat: [ Zone Labs Security alert: Session not encrypted because Kat is not protected by IM Security ] Kat: hi Caro: What's up? Kat: not a lot, you? Caro: Not much, really. Kat: spiffy Caro: I suppose. Caro: How are you? Kat: I'm pretty stressed and tired Kat: how are you? Caro: Alright, I guess. Kat: what's wrong Kat: ? Caro: Just a little distressed... Kat: about what? Caro: Well, to be blunt, I'm stupidly afraid that I'm going to get pregnant. Kat: um Kat: what are you doing and with whom? Kat: and why? Caro: I had sex with my boyfriend and love of my life, Jon, because it felt right and I know I'm safe with him. Kat: did you use protection? Caro: Yea. Caro: That's why the fear is stupid. Kat: well...all I can say is that I'm disappointed Kat: a lot Kat: really Kat: super duper disappointed and sad Caro: I figured as much. Kat: I think I'm not the one to help you out with this. I'm sorry Kat: but...it goes against most of my beliefs and just makes me sad for you Caro: I just hope you don't hate me forever. I was unsure if I should tell you. Kat: why now? Honestly? Kat: I don't hate you. It's not my decision, it's yours. I just think that maybe you should have waited Caro: I love this guy so much it almost makes me sick. Kat: sex isn't the only way to express love Caro: I know. Kat: so...why? Caro: but it wasn't for sex that I did it. i guess I just wanted the further connection. I can't say what I'm trying to say without sounding cheezy and dumb. Kat: that's ok Kat: I don't mind cheesy Caro: I guess I just wanted to be one with him. Kat: it could have waited! Kat: good god! You kids are so damn young! Caro: *Sighs and hangs her head* Kat: but I won't give you my whole lecture, because I know you don't need it Kat: you were smart enough to use protection..hooray. If you're worried, go to Rite Aid and buy a pregnancy test Caro: hey, at least I'm not like Chelsea and having sex with 20 somethings at age thirteen. Caro: All the time. Kat: yeah Kat: it's gonna hurt you so bad, Caroline, if you guys break up Caro: I know we will eventually. Caro: I have no doubt about that. Caro: But for now it's good, and I figure enjoy it while I can. Caro: I really do love him with all my heart. Kat: [ Zone Labs Security alert: Session not encrypted because Kat is not protected by IM Security ] Kat: I....ok Caro: ? Caro: It was dumb, i know that. But I can't go back and beat myself with a stick for it for all of time. Kat: I know Kat: so just don't worry Caro: I'm sorry I dissapointed you. Kat: it's ok Kat: I disappoint myself every minute of every day Kat: I still heart you Kat: I have no cell phone, but contact me if you need me Caro: *Nods* Thanks. Caro: *Hug* Kat: yup *hug* Kat: if you're still worried next week, find me and I'll go buy a pregnancy test with you, ok? Kat: just...be sure to get me after May 3rd Caro: Why? Kat: AP exam is the 3rd Caro: Ah. Kat: feeling better, a little? Caro: Yea. Caro: A bit. Kat: good Caro: I'm going to California this sumer. Caro: *Summer Kat: yeah? Why? Caro: To see my sister. Kat: awesome! Caro: You know, cause her dad died. Kat: have a good time Caro: We're gonna be there for a month. Caro: So that sucks somewhat, because I don't get to see any of you guys for most of my summer. Caro: But it should be fun. Kat: that's ok, I'm boring Kat: I hope it's fun for you Caro: I don't think you're boring. Caro: Thanks. Kat: yup Caro: ...heh... Kat: ? Caro: just can't think of anything to say... Kat: oh Caro: We should try and do something at least once over the summer... I miss you loads. Kat: aw, ok Kat: you should come and cheer Knick and I on at the Fair in August Caro: I should! Caro: I will if I can for sure *Nod nod* Kat: awesome! Caro: ^^ Kat: you'd get to see me in a cowboy hat Caro: ooh! Kat: haha Caro: *Grins* Kat: oh boy Caro: ? Kat: you'd have blackmail material for life Caro: Haha |
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jaganshi | 04-25-05 10:52pm So... why did you post that particular conversation?
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H2OforDuo | Re:, 04-26-05 11:53pm I can't make up my mind.
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14outtanone | Re: Re:, 05-02-05 12:55am If it were me, I would be waving the 'hoorah, I make my own decisions' flag. ^ ^; Mind you, I'm still the Mary of my group, but still... I myself think that what you did was perfectly normal, and justified by various tainting that has entered the mainstream via peer-pressure, tv, Vid-games, and cheesy love stories.
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H2OforDuo | Re: Re: Re:, 05-02-05 7:48pm Thankies Nee-Chan *Hugs* That makes me feel better. ^_^
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