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whispers (profile) wrote, on 5-3-2005 at 1:10pm | |
Music: switchfoot - meant to live Subject: [ well.. alright then ] |
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i'm in florida right now. my mom wanted to go and sit by the pool allllll day, and i didn't.. so she got me this web tv thing. it's alright. i miss my computer tho lol. it's just somethin ima have to deal with. can't get on aim or msn or anything like that. oh well tho. i got my email at least so that's alright. prom was.. different. the actual dance was lame until about 10 minutes before i left. kinda wanted to stay longer since i was having fun at that point, but oh well. prom night i realized i'm never gonna trust a guy, ever again, for the rest of my life. j didn't come like he said he was going to. since he got shot and all.. which is fucked up. it's one of those things where i'm torn. i wanna believe it because.. i hate thinkin somebody would lie about somehin like that. but whatever. either way, he wasn't with me like he said he was going to be. let's say he did get shot and all that, dont you think that he'd avoid a situation like that if he cared enough to come here? whatever. i'm not gonna sweat it anymore because i'm done with him. for real. if he lives, he knows my email and my number and.. whatever else he knows. he can talk to me if he feels like it, but i'm done with him. -shrugs- okay, then there was josh. which isn't a big deal really, but since i've been lied to already in a major way on prom night, it's great to know that i was blown off again.. by someone who wouldn't spare 4 minutes with me. thanks. anyway, i'm done. i'm gonna just enjoy being away from cedar springs for the next 4 days and then.. get back to my pathetic life. oh, jacki got me in on some blind date thing. we'll see how that goes. |
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jordanmackenzie7 | 05-03-05 6:18pm I miss you. |
whispers | Re:, 05-03-05 6:21pm no you dont |
breezeyluvsu | 05-04-05 1:47pm Jordan doesnt miss you but i do. Our friggen' group sucks. Its sam freakin' foley and ugh...sam foley. I want you in Michigan Jejuan!!! I miss you real bad. :( |
whispers | Re:, 05-07-05 10:18pm welllll.. i'm here now :) lol |