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| brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 5-3-2005 at 10:12pm | |
| how dare that keegan charactor put me on hold... today was so good.. right after school we went home and took a 2 hour nap. and when i woke up, keegan had dinner all ready for us.. well his mom made it *laughs.. heaven knows keegan didnt* but he had it all ready cuz his mom and emma left for emmas soccer game. UH when emma woke us up to let us know they were leavin.. she's like, you're candles drippin wax all over the tv.. and we looked over and the candle keegan lit on top of his tv had a steady line of wax the WHOLE way down it... we're like what the heck... laughs* that was short lived though.. cuz then we fell back asleep... i have way to many of keegans clothes! today i was wearin his shorts and a big shirt, and i probably have like 2 other pairs at home... my moms always like , does he have any clothes left! but its all good.... maaaaan i ramble to much.. but its ok, cuz nobodys required to read them.. so if they do and think MAN this girl rambles.. then they're the fools who wasted their time reading it. *smiles sweetly... woohu for fools and boring entries! seriously though... unless you wanna read about keegan, my stressful busy life, or worthless tidbits of fun information.... this is NOT the journal for you. tomorrow we've got that grand rapids symphony... im excited. i love the symphony.. we're going with the senate to help disabled people get into the concert. every year they put on a concert for people in wheelchairs and mentally challenged people and they need volunteers to help wheel them in to the devos place since they'res so many of them. its an awesome experience... and it counts as community service hours.. so next year you all should sign up to go.. im sure you could go with the senate.. we encourage volunteering. next year i hope to provide a lot more volunteer opportunities through student senate. i headed up a commitee this year but we didnt do anything.. next year i'll have way more time to organize since i'll have an entire credit hour dedicated to student senate (ed ex with Mr. A) i guess thats what all the exec presidents do their senior year.. im excited. its gonna be a good year. watch out for us, cuz we're gonna hit you full force next year with so many new and awesome things. and if theres anything you want to see done, any type of event, let me know or one of your class reps know... cuz thats what we're spose'd to do, is be YOUR voice.. im so sick of people complaining about things that we plan when they dont even take the time to give input. let your voice be known.... hmmm, im not sure why i just went off on a student senate rant... but heyyy.. its late, im tired, and its alll good. of course my cell phone would not get service anywhere... of course it wouldnt even get service in CEDAR SPRINGS... not like i'd ever NEED it in our home town or anything.. i was about to throw it out the window fer sure... gahh. i got a lot of * you look cutes* today... the funny things is emma picked out those shirts when we went shopping together.. *laughs..* she saw the black one and was like aww that'd look so good, so i tried it on and it did. im gonna have to deal with the fact that keegans sister is more sylish than me! *laughs and cries... im so excited for this summer.. we're gonna go to the beach alot. i didnt get to at all last summer cuz i worked EVERY day. if you go back and read last summers entries.. you'll see how depressed and tired i always was. i seriously broke down like every week because i felt like ya know it was the summer i turned 16 and i didnt get to do anything ever. sometimes i feel (felt) that i've been forced to grow up and mature to fast through things that i've gone through. but im a responsible girl with a strong head on my shoulders. i've got direction and passion to pursue a purpose thats been pre-destined for me by the power i want to strive to live my life by. what an awesome feeling. to know that someones always got your back, always got you covered in times of need, even if they're presence isnt physically visible. i've gotten better with accepting the fact that i cant do things alone... and thats one thing thats gonna make life so much more bearable.. and its gonna make me more able to fulfill a life that used to be so empty. well kids, im tired.... *kisses* |
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breezeyluvsu | 05-04-05 2:31pm Holy cow.
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brokenmentality | Re:, 05-09-05 10:36am *laughs... thanks
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