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kreyz (profile) wrote,
on 5-5-2005 at 12:40pm
Current mood: Fuming Pissed
Music: The sounds of Screaming Due to the Stabbings of Death... and the Mix CD I made for Stacy
Well, i haven't been able to update, so heres whats been going on...

First off, I would like to point out that what Tom considered so funny indeed wasn't. Due to the fact that he severely FUCKED WITH MY STUFF! For the past few days, My folder has been fucked around with, and Tom had led me to believe pretty much that it either moved to a different section of the hard drive by itself, or possibly someone had hacked into our computer just to move stuff around and fuck with us. Then that next morning, My Folder, marked "Kreyz," was copied about 113 times and it was all over the desktop. Thinking that this was someone fucking with our stuff, I placed all those folders into the recycling bin, and trashed them... then I went into the original folder, and all of my stuff was gone! I was on AIM at the time, and told my friend Pernod Fils about it, and he told me that sucked. I thought so too... ALL THAT HARD WORK JUST GONE! FIVE MONTHS OF WORK JUST STOLEN... or so I thought...

I come to find out that it was just a practical joke, laid by Tom. That wasn't enough for Tom, I would assume, as he posts this bullshit in riddles pretty much over his woohu, leaving a few people in question about it, without my knowledge of it, tells Trevor about it, and from what he said, about 10 other people, and they find this fucking hilarious?! WHAT THE MOTHER FUCK!?!?!?!?!

When he told me it was him, I felt very betrayed. This was my life work, pretty much, and he just messes with it, as if it was nothing. He tells me that he backed up the files just in case, and I guess he was just telling me this to calm me down, but that shit ain't gonna fly with me today! I may have a temper at times, but usually, it disinegrates in a few minutes. I WAS PISSED OFF ABOUT IT FROM THE TIME HE TOLD ME AT LUNCH TILL ABOUT 2 HOURS AFTER I GOT HOME! Now, you tell me people... Would you personally think it would be hilarious as fuck if your best friend, someone who you've confided in for more than 5 years, went over and fucked with your shit?! Shit that you put your fucking soul into for 5 months?! I didn't think so.

Tom is lucky that I haven't retaliated. I was about to do something very demeaning, and he wouldn't have room to talk about that because "I thought you would think that it was funny..." Grow the fuck up, man....

I mean, Jesus Christ, I would think that after all the bullshit that I've been taking to heart lately, with you mocking my ass at the bar, all the stupid shit that goes on at the house... Do you personally think that I would just take that shit as a joke? How would you like it if i did something to your stuff? huh? And not just on the computer?

This made me so pissed off, I had to write, and usually, when I'm pissed off, I write about killing the person that I'm pissed off at. I've already written a song about killing Tom already. I don't really think that I need to make another one.

And one more thing before I go, Basically, Tom has told me he'll never do shit like that again. Uh-huh. I want to see this shit. Lets see how long this lasts... the countdown starts now...

Really, I'd just like to have him leave me alone... It seems that since Drew has been out of the picture, that I've been the one thats been getting the brunt of all the jokes. It was different with Drew because he never did retaliate to anything, and shit just rolled off his back. But as you guys know... NOTHING ROLLS OFF MY BACK! It just stays there, and builds up until I get out of control and break something like I did at work yesterday. I broke a god damn sod lifter, and thats some thick fuckin' wood. I broke a piece of wood off the sod lifter thats as fucking thick as a baseball bat. And even THAT didn't help calm me down.

I know i'm ranting, pretty much, and i'm gonna quit that shit now, cuz I gotta be gettin' back to work, so later...

-Kevin
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Stroker

05-05-05 1:33pm

You know what, fuck you. Fine then, if you can't take it then i'll just stop doing anything with you. A year or two ago you would have gottin' a kick out of that. Your the only one changing, you used to be fun. Now your about as fun as an open cut and a lemon. It seems like just saying hi to you sends you off in a pissed off rage for hours, you fucking slam doors and break shit. Dam dude were the hell did my friend go? I miss him, The only people I can talk to anymore are Trevor and Drew. And who the fuck is this us you keep referring too.

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kreyz

Re:, 05-05-05 4:51pm

Honestly, I don't know why I am taking these things to heart... I just am. But I'll try to fix it up...

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deathstalka

05-05-05 7:12pm

Dude, it was just a joke. All your shit was still there.

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Kreyz

Re:, 05-06-05 7:20am

yeah, i know that I realize that, now... but seriously, man, I didn't think it was all that funny, considering it wasn't just my stuff, really... that is yours as well.

I mean, i would consider a nantucket joke funnier than this, or even a dead baby joke... ahh those are hilarious...

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kreyz

Re:, 05-06-05 7:21am

whoops...

I would have considered*

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squish322

05-05-05 8:06pm

i dont really know what to say except i get sick of you flyin off the handle too...i mean sure i do it too but not all the time

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Stroker

05-06-05 2:36am

Ok people I have something to say, so listen up.
It's easy to sit there and talk about someones problems, yes Kev has a bad temper that does piss alot of us off. But you can't just sit back and make comments about his problems if your not going to try and help him with them. I would never just keep telling someone that they had a problem if I was not willing to help them with it. Pushing his buttons just for fun is not form of help. Yes, somedays I am so pissed at him for stupid shit that he does and stuff that misstreats, but thats all that it is. Stupid shit and stuff. Stupid shit will be forgottin' in days and stuff can be replaced, But Kevin can not. I'm just saying this to get him off my case ether. I just want everyone to know that we may have our diff' but that is what makes use stronger. Kevin is not my best friend nore is Trevor, They are my brothers and that is more than any friendship could ever be. I would die for them, kill for them, but most importantly I will live for them. They know that anything they ever need I would give happely, all they need do is ask.

Thank you for your time, this has been a message form my heart. I don't let it out often but it has alot to say.

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stroker

Re:, 05-06-05 2:39am

Type-O:I'm 'not' just saying this to get him off my case ether.
Sorry about that.

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kreyz

Re:, 05-06-05 7:19am

"The more you know..."

*Star!*

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deathstalka

Re:, 05-06-05 7:55am

... Who's pushing his buttons for fun?

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kreyz

05-06-05 7:22am

Oh, btw, jenny. Thats a cool pic... ABORTIONS TICKLE!

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deathstalka

Re:, 05-06-05 7:54am

:-( For some reason Jenny's pic doesn't show up for me.

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