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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 5-5-2005 at 2:40pm | |
i like tweaked out yesterday.. i felt so alone.. like i really dont know who my friends are.. and i miss lizzy.. i miss having a best friend like her.. and shes perfectly happy without me.. i feel like im not important to anyone.. i walked by myself in tears.. feeling completely alone.. i hate it.. i hate me.. |
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xonixieox | 05-06-05 6:47am amanda maltz i love you so much and dont ever forget that ! i know your going through alot of shit lately , but im here if you ever need to talk. I'll see you in algebra today biotch :) !!!
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| Anonymous | 05-07-05 10:28am Amanda! dont say that! lizzy obv. loves you and misses you, but she has a boyfriend and she also wants to spend time with him, but im sure she feels the same way...and dont hate yourself, love yourslef :o) cause i love youu |
Cocopuff | 05-08-05 10:03am Amanda i love u to death and u know that!!! i just want to hang otu wiht cj too... and we hung out firday whihc was good becaseu i missed u... i know we need to hnag out more.. but u have to understand that just becasue i hang otu wiht cj sometimes doesn't mean i dotn love u liek I always have... uv been my bestfriend for so long now and the last thing i would do is throw that away on a guy... but u have to b willing to share me in a sence... becasue if u dont and u get mad that i hang out wiht him then were jsut goann have a big fight over somehtin stupid and were not goann hang out at all... and i dont want that... and it seems liek its goign that way... but i dont want it to and i wont let it... u just cant get mad when i do hang out wiht cj... becasue if u get mad at me when im trying to b happy its almost like u dont want me to b happy... and i know u want me to b happy but ur anger provents me from it sometimes and all that does is make me madder about this whole gay situation and it brings ur futher apart... and u really have to believe me when i say i love u and u still are my best friend... and if we want to saty besfrineds which i do we have to work together to get around this problem... like im willing to hang out wuith u and dana and u shoudl b willing to hang out wiht me and cj... and i need to make more tiem for me and u to hang out... but no matter what it is we have to do im willing to do it to keep u as my bestfriend... are u?
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