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sugarjackj (profile) wrote,
on 5-5-2005 at 8:33pm
So my parents went to conferences,

They are happy with my grades...
I’m not in trouble blah blah blah...
They are upset I fall asleep in my first block and so on...
I need to study for tests better blahrdy blahr...

So basically things turned out better then I expected.


Today was really shitty though.
It was the first time I was mad enough to threaten someone with physical violence in a LONG time. If he ever tells me to go fuck myself again, I swear I won’t walk away. Honestly, what an ass wipe. GGrrrrrr.

But im all better now. For dinner I had chicken noodle soup and coco. So I’m content.

Im thinking about skipping my invite on Saturday, so I can have more free time. Track is starting to suck more than it normally does. I do have a love-hate relationship with it.

My choir teacher said that she’s being so hard on me because im a leader and people look up to me. Holy hell, it can’t be that much. I have only been here about a half a year! I am happy I have improved my range, I’m at the point where im comfortable being an alto, second soprano AND NOW first soprano.

I should go. I have to practice….. Singing......guitar......*trails off*

Leave some love, because I can use it today.
Jackie
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spud

05-05-05 9:48pm

i leave all the love that anyone can possibly give. and just a smidgen extra, for good measure.

i talked to dad, and technically he said: you CAN go, but it would probably be more PRUDENT not to. i understand why you want to... and honestly i want you to as well, but i'm just not sure it's the best move. plus i could use your help on the van... blah blah, and so on.

so. i don't know. i really REALLY want to come down. but i don't think i should. i hope you understand. it's killing me to tell myself no. and even moreso, to tell you no. if circumstances change with track (not to condone neglecting your responsibilities or anything) you are more than welcome to come up here still. you will be greeted with open arms. but i won't be expecting you, and it's really OKAY. i know we'll see each other as soon as humanly possible, with our ungodly schedules. tomorrow is senior skip day, too, so i'm already skiving off of my responsibilities (so really, i have no place telling you not to). but yeah. i'm just rambling incoherently now, so i'll shut up.

*sends additional love*

i'll talk to you soon, kid.

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