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sugarjackj (profile) wrote,
on 5-6-2005 at 9:49pm


Well I have been having problems with Mrs. Kerstetter. So today instead of going to lunch I decided it was time to talk to her. I sat her down and laid out everything that was on my mind. She was shocked at first, but then understood. I feel so much better knowing where she is coming from. I find that I can almost always work things out if someone will just listen. She said some things that really made me think. Again she said she is so hard on me because she sees the passion in my singing, she knows I want to involve it in my career, and so she does not want to see me fail. Mrs. K also said something that I have heard more than once before, that my smile can make someone’s day. She said if she’s having a bad day she can look over and my smile will cheer her up. That I have a whole body smile you can just see. After awhile I wished she would stop talking about It., because my smile is not all that pretty. Mrs. K basically told me what Cheryl did last year, that even though I have only been there for so long I’m a leader. I’m not conscious that I even do it. Then she said that I talk too much, and that it’s the only weakness I have (in choir of course). She told me I have a solo for twilight, cool beans. I am glad we had a come to Jesus talk. I really do feel better. Now I know I can talk to her.

After I read this I noticed how self centered this entry was.
Sorry. Just needed to put down our discussion I guess.

Dad is teaching me Madame Blue. I must say, this is an awesome song. I defiantly need practice.

I’m going to go to bed. I have to be up to damn early in the morning.

So if you guys are cool, you will do the same too.

Peace and love,
Rockie Cosal
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cherylee

05-06-05 10:52pm

you are a leader and will always be a leader. it's in your nature.

you have a talent that shouldn't be wasted. It looks like you are on the right track for success. If you have passion, anything is possible.

my best advice, once you get ready for college, don't rush too fast into setting the stage for music. If you do, you may become musically overwhelmed and the passion may die down. Take things slow. If you decide that you are going to take music classes at college, take only music theory... along with the fun stuff like lessons and choir. I took too many music courses at once and it was hell. Going from music class to music class is exhausting. Once you get theory out of the way (it's hella hard. harder than i ever expected) then open the gates for more classes. Usually college run a strict Theory One class to weed out the undedicated. But, once you get past this huge but necessairy hurdle, it can only get better.

I wish you the best luck. There's no going back now, you can only get better.

I miss you like hell.

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spud

05-09-05 12:05am

madame blue? as in suite madam blue? by styx? that's one of my favorites of theirs. my all-time favorite from them though, would have to be 'crystal ball' hands down.

i know i have people tell me some very flattering things about myself sometimes, things that are - on the one hand - very nice to hear, but - on the other hand - are extremely difficult for me to believe whole heartedly. so, i can't tell you how to see it, but i can tell you that I see it. it's not just your smile. you just kinda emanate this really pure happiness. this doubtless faith that everything is cool in the world, even if it doesn't look like it, and the only thing we're here to do is to laugh and play and shit. and that's a very warming and reassuring sort of feeling. i know i enjoy it immensely. and i'm very sorry i missed out on it this weekend.

i'm so intolerably mushy sometimes...

okay.

i think you're hot. i want to have lots and lots of sex with you, but not you exclusively. this desire is partially to assert my masculine superiority, and also to generate the maximum potential of offspring.

better? good. i feel more manly now.

i think i've rambled long enough for one night.

thanks lady, for being so freakin' awesome. and always giving me warm fuzzies when i feel like a little girl.

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