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smilesideways (profile) wrote,
on 5-12-2005 at 9:39pm
Propoganda to a new world, safe inside his stare. a place no heartache belongs. the weight of the world can be suddenly frozen. while small moments we share creep into our clenched fists. hidden tightly for bedtime stories.

i couldn't go anywhere with that.

new emotions. hear that calling. remmeber what it felt like? whisper softly, not too loud. you may scare yourself again.

i blame it on ADHD. i can not focus. and i then i hate it. bear with me. i'll get one good one.

spinning. we spoke words of wonder. and that was all, that was to it. being enough for goodbye. building slowly a wall between each breath. can't hear me knocking. a little girl with big expectations. waiting for the right time to answer. they never saw her like she wanted to be seen. the sight of her back. running straight into oblivion.

smokey laughter between us. no need to comment. we whisper our glances. tinted off color humor, just how we strive. brilliant and beautiful. classic as black and white. wired face and freckles, pretending it couldn't get any better. isn't that ideal? knowing left with an L, and right as in goodbye, we make changes. piles of stormy seas and forty dollar train tickets in sunhats and perfect composure. we make it our condition. catching dreams of music and lipstick, no one else really listens. returned lifelines, no one else would ever do that. the condition, brilliant and beautiful in each fingerprint.
isn't that ideal?
:)
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Anonymous

05-13-05 10:31pm

i love the last one...

<3 M

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