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love4skate (profile) wrote,
on 5-13-2005 at 8:47am
Current mood: cheerful
Music: country poop.
Subject: that little ratty ass bitch.
yesterday was a crazy day.. i havent smoked in a long ass time. and yesterday ashleys like come on lets go, so im like sure why not. so we did and she showed me how to do this thing.. idk. it was weird. all i know is i kept doing it over and over and over again. and i couldnt walk. it was like i was drunk and high at the same time. i was laughing..and i was dizzy. and then all of a sudden i sat down on the ground in the middle of the hallway. just sat there for like 20 min. feeling like i was gunna throw up and heavy breathing. i was sweating so bad and it felt like there was 3497457 knives stabbing me. i was supposed to be in class. so finally i got up..still feeling like shit. taking deep breaths and ashley was holding hands with me.. i was too out of it to care. Shes like a sis so it dosent matter. but i had her spray me. and i went into class. i felt really weird. like i was gunna throw up. had the smell lingering on my clothes. my teacher kept glaring at me.. i fell asleep in class..in which i barely ever do. anyway, after 4th per. i saw ashley and we have 5th per. together so we went to smoke again.. but i didnt cuhz i still wasnt feeling good. this girl stopped and stared at us. and then ashley was done so we went back to class. as we were walking back, we hear "ladies" and we're turn around and this ladys like "i was just informed that you 2 were smoking" and we just stared at her and listened to what she was saying. shes like "why even bother at the end of the year? since it is the end i'll let you off, but dont do it again" and we're like "ok, thank you" and ashleys like.. if she wouldve done something i wouldve told her that you didnt do anything. we got back into class like 15 min. late. and ashley did all the talking. im horrible at talking to teachers cuhz i get an attitude. so she talked to her. and then i went on the rest of the day feeling like shit. guys, dont smoke. thats my story. the end.


i swear
if i could take your pain and frame it and hang it on my wall
maybe you would never have to hurt at all
im painting pictures in red and blue
a portrait bruised just like you
and now youre walking away

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yourbiggestmistake

05-13-05 9:18am

not good ! im glad you didnt get in trouble. i love ya <3.

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love4skate

Re:, 05-13-05 9:19am

i know i know, im glad we didnt get caught. and its a horrible thing to do... dont do it brittany marie. i love you too.


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unxwanted

05-13-05 10:36am

Smoking is so bad! Just like alcohol.. but what you want to do is what you want to do I suppose, even if it makes you feel like crap in the end. Though I can't believe a teacher would ask you, but then let you off! Can't imagine them doing that at Cypress.. but it sucks that that freaking girl decided to tell on your two. -Sigh- I hate people like that. But I'm getting yelled at for not reading, so must go. My cell number is 247-3174.. just because you gave me yours. ♥

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love4skate

Re:, 05-14-05 4:31pm

haha. shes a biotch. and i know its bad. blaaaaa. poopy. thanks. i shall add you to my phone. :)


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