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| alastar (profile) wrote, on 5-15-2005 at 6:03am | |
| Subject: Control; a lack of |
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| My mind is racing and I can't sleep. Once I get thinking I can't stop myself. I have no anchor to hold my thoughts down, so they always drift away. They go farther and farther, and the water moves faster and harder. Soon they're going down waterfalls and it gets to the point where my heart actually starts to hurt. I need something to dam up this water and just let it settle. I know if I could think rationally, without jumping to conclusions, I would see that I have nothing to worry about. Writing everything down helps me do that. _____________________________________________ "These thoughts fall like water. Landing and splashing to form puddles of new consciousness." I wrote that May 1st, before any of this even started, and only now does it make sense to me. I knew that line would come around again. It's strange how I write things and don't even realize how true they are at the time. But when I go back and look, it's mind blowing. I'd like to say I could write the future, but that would just be too weird. |
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wonderbreadland | 05-15-05 1:37pm I'd like to say I could write the future.
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| alastar | Re:, 05-15-05 1:41pm Thanks, but my writing doesn't come close to yours. I read it and I'm just dumbstruck, mouth hanging open and everything.
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| wonderbreadland | Re: Re:, 05-15-05 2:27pm I'm flattered, but I don't believe that! I love everything I've read of yours. |
| alastar | Re: Re: Re:, 05-15-05 3:14pm Ok, so we both love the other's writing. We can leave it at that. |
| wonderbreadland | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-15-05 3:26pm agreed. Say, do you do AIM or MSN by any chance? |
| alastar | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-15-05 3:40pm I do MSN. My e-mail is the_hollow_@hotmail.com, if you'd like to add me. |
| wonderbreadland | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-15-05 11:37pm added. I'm sakhmet.rising@gmail.com |