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whispers (profile) wrote, on 5-16-2005 at 12:46am | |
Subject: [ sunday ] |
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it's.. monday, actually. anyway, i'm in a bad mood. my friends are idiots. i hate them all because i can't tell one person something and have them just.. listen and not do anything about it. and then i got.. other problems i'm not going into because i'm gonna stop mentioning this person. i'm gonna try to forget about 'em actually.. we'll see how that goes. so yeah. jill's a skank. she's my friend, but i just love how i told her i wasn't sure about kevin and then she goes and gets all up on him like nothing. then she askes why i'm in a bad mood. it's kinda like if.. she just met somebody and wasnt sure about him and said to me "i dont like him.. hes nice.. but i dont know. i have to give it time." i would not go to him THE SAME NIGHT and be like "hey.. wanna fuck?" she didn't.. do that. but that's what it's like to me in my mind. so yeah. there ya go jill.. that's why i'm pissed. me and j are done, dont talk to me about him.. ever again. please. and dont ask me questions. and dont mention him.. ever. amanda is the only one that can cause she dunno bout.. anything really yet i dont think. but i'll fill her in then i'm done. no more talk about him. k.. thanks. it's hard enough for me just.. thinking about him every 3 seconds. i wanna kill myself. real bad. like.. real real bad. like if i had a gun at my disposal i'd use it on myself right this very moment. dont tell me you love and youd miss me. i dont want to hear it. i just want to.. rant. i'm done now. thanks. |
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kellilynn21 | 05-16-05 12:34pm I dont really know you that well, but from what i see your a great person. Im sorry that you feel how you do. Girls can just be dumb sometimes. I know how you feel, well i know how i felt when stuff like that happens. I hope things get better. |
Anonymous | 05-17-05 8:48pm thats a kick ass cursor. how/where did u get it??? |