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| Jaganshi (profile) wrote, on 5-16-2005 at 5:23pm | |
| Home sucks. All of them. If they didn't, no one would leave. I miss being able to wake up in the morning and believe for a few seconds that something good may just happen today. Most of all, I'm sick of having to spend all my time alone 'in character' as my RP characters, just so I don't have to remember where I am. Hours and hours spent as one person or another. Sitting in my parents' living room talking to myself in my head because no one else gives a damn about what I have to say. Do you know what it's like to have Dawn Valerian as your only friend? Your only ally? To hear her laughter in the back of my mind at every abuse, every insult slung toward me from my mother? At every bald-faced lie? She's all I have, and she and I both know it. No one else can help me. No one else knows what to do. Only she and I have the power to deal with what currently serves as my reality. Wah. I whine more. *throws in a cut tag to keep other people's LJs clean of her angst* |
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ChibiKeriana | 05-16-05 6:39pm "Home sucks. All of them. If they didn't, no one would leave."
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