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| Shoe23 (profile) wrote, on 5-16-2005 at 10:50pm | |
| I have the worst timing ever. Actually, I have the worst judgement ever. I really evaluated this situation completely wrong. Typical, I suppose. I just can't handle my emotions very well. I suppose that's why I've always been a pretty big user of drugs and alcohol, it's makes me feel stable and no one can penetrate my emotions. It's going to be hard to handle this sober. Logically, it's the hardest thing I've ever had to face in my entire life, and there's been a lot I've had to handle through the years. I'd rather live my entire life over and go through all of the pain and suffering again than to even attempt to face this. This sends me right back down to the bottom. Hoo-ray for my stupid mistakes. Damn it! I really want to just say what I'm thinking but I can't.. I just can't do it. This is pointless. |
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i-hate-everything-about-you | 05-17-05 11:43pm *hug* I lovers you, Amber. |