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liz (profile) wrote,
on 5-17-2005 at 12:36pm
god blah and suck
this is my last day, ever.
thats really super cool only then the full effect hits me that hey im not going to be seeing anybody as much except for pj.
and that now i have to grow up.
it really sucks
and im so damn tired.
so tired
and in brit lit we took our test and i got 57%
she showed me the test and i cried
because I am not a 57% kind of girl
and i hate crying but i do it all of the time
it just sucks
my overall grade is a B which is cool but not an A which is not cool.
I did make academic all state though.
yay.
i guess its not that big of an honor though really. either way school is almost over.
the rest of econ, two arts and then done...
sad.
i went to the 6:50 group this morning and i felt really good about that.
about being in the presence of people so committed to their faith and then hazel hugged me because he was so happy that i came to it. it was a really great feeling. i finally feel like im making clarifying decisions.
then at lunch jay and sam said that they saw pj. i wish i would have seen him.
I love him,
more than anything in the entire world.
i just wish that he would trust me a little more.
give me some credit for being responsible.
im not who i was before. i can control myself


now i want to go home and wash the nasty bonfire smoke smell out of my hair and my teeth and my entire body. its seriously disgusting.
once again i love you
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redhawk

05-19-05 5:54pm

Liz my mom said that you can spend the night on Saterday for Sonka's Party!!!!! YAY!!!!! :D

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