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	kreyz (profile) wrote, on 5-17-2005 at 9:21pm
Current mood: loved Music: Know Lyfe - A Leaf Falls in Shame Subject: morganmorganmorganmorganmorgan
I know, I know. It isn't HIM. I left my HIM CD in my car, and this is the closest thing to HIM as I can get... wait I forgot, I did add some HIM songs to the hard drive... I have Join Me In Death and Razorblade Kiss... So in dedication to Morgan: Music: HIM - Razorblade Romance smiles that oughta work. Happy Dance! I have come up with a decision bearing on my situation with Morgan. I want to be with her, and I want the whole world to know that we are involved in a relationship that continues to grow into something great and beautiful. I know that there will be a person or two who will get pissed the fuck off over this, but I figure whoever does, they'll get over it, or just go into jealous insanity. This is what happened. After my last journal entry, Trevor, Tom, and I were sittin' around. I was planning on going to bed at midnight like I usually do to go to work, but Trevor and Tom had planned on playing a shot game using whiskey and scotch. They were gonna watch Robot Chicken, and whenever someone got punched, then they take a shot. Trevor took a test shot of scotch, and he decided to decline the game. Tom ended up suckin' down a shit load of whiskey by episode's end, and he got plastered the fuck up. Eventually, we were talking about relationships, and why women just fucking flock to me. We also talked about our relationships with our fathers. I'm the only one of the three who has a poor relationship with their dad. Tom loves his dad so much, it pains him to know that his old man won't make it past 60, due to his drinking problem. Well, Its not really that much of a problem, cuz he's really a HAPPY drunk. But this conversation did cause Tom to break out into tears, where Trevor and I consoled him, cuz we're great friends like that, and Tom told us that he loved us like brothers, and that we were not even considered his best friends to him, cuz we're his brothers. That really made me feel good. I've always had his back and Trevors as well, and I know that they have that same feeling for me and for each other, as well. I love those guys very much. We also ended up talking about my weekend with Morgan. I been telling everyone that it was the best weekend of my life, basically because it is very true. They were talking about how they think that Morgan could possibly be that one, but I also have that connection with Stacy. But Stacy is all about being independent, and that she isnt about being in a relationship right at the moment, and I shouldn't really be beating around the bush, waiting for Stacy, especially if theres a beautiful girl that wants to be with me. I thought about that all night, also while I was in the process of helping Tom, cuz he was puking his guts out. Thats what he gets for almost fully polishing off a fifth of Whiskey. By 3am, He had been dragged from where he was laying to the doorway of his bedroom, and he was imitating Bill Cosby, talking about Jello and Pudding for some fuckin' reason. He finally got up, and I helped him into my bathroom, cuz he was complaining about having to piss and shit. He, then, was in my bathroom, passed out, and Trevor and I knew that he would get to bed eventually. Besides, he was more than likely done puking his stomach inside out. So we went to bed. I borrowed his HIM CD and popped it in my CD player right by my closet door (cuz I sleep in my closet), and put it on repeat. I fell asleep, and I had to wake up 3 1/2 hours later, so I could get ready for work. When I wake up, normally I gurgle out "God damnit fuck." cuz I don't really wanna get up for work, but what I did instead on monday morning was sat up, and replied "Morgan." I passed out, and snoozed 2 or three times, and did the same thing every time... By 7, I had gotten up, gathered my clothes and prepared for a shower. In the shower, I had Morgan on my mind. Getting out of the shower, Morgan on the mind. Getting dressed, Morgan. Leaving for work, Morgan. At work, I thought about Morgan so damn much that I didn't even realize that I was supposed to be at work at 7 and didn't realize I was doing work in the pool until about lunch time. Lunch time comes, and Morgan is still on my mind... I couldn't stop thinking about Morgan Wire. I went on the comp in the hopes she was online, but no. I called her phone, and I accidentally woke her up. But what I did, then, was burned a copy of that HIM CD I borrowed from Trevor, and took it back to work and listened to it the rest of the day. That made time fly by so fast, it was astonishing, all while thinking about Morgan. MORGAN MORGAN MORGAN! This shit was totally insane. I didn't know why I couldn't stop thinking about Morgan, but it finally hit me as to why by the time I got out of work. I rushed home. I had to call Morgan. And I don't think I even said hi to Tom when I walked in the door; I just searched for the phone. Called her up, and told her that she was on my mind so much all day that day, and she said it was the same for her. Now, keep in mind that I believe in fate. I believe now that it was Fate that had me go with Morgan to her prom. Fate is finally on my side, I would have to say. But I reminded her about my little situation with me and liking both her and Stacy. I explained the night before, and what happened that morning and all day at work, and told her that I decided that I want to be with her. I could tell she was geeked as fuck to hear about that... So now, we're an item... a very happy item. Its raining diamonds, and nothing can stop our shine. Our relationship is growing at a fast rate, honestly I have to say faster than any other relationship I've ever been in, and I'm in complete ecstacy. Like I said, there are gonna be some people angry with this. I know that theres one or two people that already are, but I don't care about what they have to say about anything. Fuck the haters of this relationship. But I have been talking to a few people, and they all say that they hope that the relationship goes far. I hope so too. I have faith that it will. I want to make her so happy. Happier than shes ever been, and continue to make her happier than that. I like her a lot. I want to love her. I want more than to love her. I explained that to a friend of mine today and he said he could already hear wedding bells. I may have to hope so, but for right now, i'm focused on building up that relationship we have right now. I sure hope that Morgan reads this, so that way I can tell her once again how much I care about her, and that I can't wait till this weekend to see her again. The boat is going to be awesome. -Peace n Chicken Grease Kreyz McKormik
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