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whispers (profile) wrote,
on 5-19-2005 at 3:49am
Music: the calling - our lives
Subject: [ thinking ]
i was just listening to this song, thinking about graduation.. then i started thinking about ryan. and how he wanted to graduate just as much as any of us, then he made a mistake, and he can't walk. i wanna cry for him. i really do. i'm not gonna, but i just.. do. i feel bad for him. i realize he made a big mistake, a stupid one, but everybody makes mistakes, and they have consequences. but depriving somebody from doing something they were working 13 years for is something that shouldn't happen. punish him, just don't take away his graduation.

i wanna talk to him. i wish i was closer with him, so i could talk to him, and ask him questions.. but i can't. i know ryan, he's a good kid, but i don't know him that well. that works with.. a lotta people to me though. like.. dan laatz. last day of school, he told me to jus call him up sometime. i can't do that. i know dan, and i talked to dan a lot in school this year, but i'm not that close with him. same with keegan loye, tyler mull, and.. just.. a lot of people. then there are people i wish i didn't know outside of school, which will remain nameless. seniors that i like, but wish they were just school friends. well, actually, only like one.. but that's fine. i can't.. change it now. i'll be.. going someplace. central. michigan or florida, who knows. but one of them. my aim is central florida, but.. yea. we'll see.

my birthday is tomorrow, and i graduate in 1 week. and.. my dad is coming up on saturday. :( i don't really want him to, but oh well.

alright, i'm done. time for bed. and.. it's 4 am lol. awesome.

loves it,
- Jejuan
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breezeyluvsu

05-19-05 11:20am

happy birthday to jejuan. May it go better than mine.

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whispers

Re:, 05-19-05 4:44pm

it won't.

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midget18

05-19-05 3:27pm

Happy happy birthday.

Love, love, love

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