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| whispers (profile) wrote, on 5-19-2005 at 8:05pm | |
| Music: ashley gearing - can you hear me when i talk to you Subject: [ i love not being in high school ] |
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| it's.. just a blast. all the drama shit is gone.. -rolls eyes- well. for me it's gone. because when somebody pisses me off, i can just ignore them forever and move on with my life. i enjoy that. i really do. so i have.. many problems. if you didn't know that already, then you do now. but.. moving on. alright, so i decided i'm not gonna be jill's friend anymore. i.. decided this on my own. why? because. i can't stand her anymore. she called me a liar. nobody calls me a liar about my own thoughts. so i'll just.. move on with my life without her input. that whole.. kevin thing. yeah, i don't care bout the HIM part, i got over that real fast. but then i decided to.. call jill the other day, and talk to her about it cause.. she was presisant on talking about it. so i told her, and then she called me a liar about something i said and i was thinking. um.. i don't believe you are my brain, and i do believe you misunderstood what all i said about the matter, but that was your decision. now.. i'm not ending my friendship with jill because of kevin. hell nah. i'm ending it because she called me a liar about what i was saying. i wasn't telling her about somebody else, i was telling her about me. how the fuck can i lie about what i was thinking? not possible. but, whatever. that's my thing. people can't call me a liar anymore, because i'm not gonna waste my time on proving myself to somebody who i shouldn't have to prove myself to. it takes too much time and energy. that's not the only reason though, that's just the main one. and the whole kevin thing in general is a big one. okay. oh, and just cause i gotta walk with her, don't mean i gotta talk to her. so i had another epiphany the other day, and earlier today. i been cool by myself. i like being by myself, so i've decided on a few things. i just need one other person that i've been talking to to.. help me out i guess. i'm pretty much.. indirectly asking this person. but, anyway. i'm moving.. someday. into dorms. i want to move into the dorms of university of central florida. i really do, but we'll see how that goes. or i want to move into the dorms of a university here. i'm just.. not sure yet. i want to go to florida, quick. i've wanted to move there since i was 9 so i'm going to, damnit. and my mom said she'll help me. i just.. need to find out when. i believe i'm done now. loves it, - Jejuan ps. i changed my lil look here. it's.. special :) |
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AcidTears | 05-20-05 1:22pm My signature font isn't a font, but an actual digitally made 'brush' I use in my programs.
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AcidTears | Re:, 05-20-05 3:07pm about the comment: you're most welcome
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