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swimfan14 (profile) wrote,
on 5-22-2005 at 9:10pm
I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep, locked inside of me so deep, it always seems to get to me. I never really wanted you to go, so many things you should have known. I guess for me there's just no hope, I never meant to be so cold.

You know thats what that is about.
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cherylee

05-22-05 10:01pm

i love that song.

it's a good one.

but, i doubt you are as screwed up as you think you are. You are not a cold person in the least.

You wear you heart on your sleeve and that's one of the most warming and inviting things about you but it also makes you more vulnerable.
It's just, sometimes, the wrong people take that quality and use it against you.

There's hope for you. There always will be. Things will get so much better, you don't even know.

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swimfan14

Re:, 05-23-05 3:33pm

Yeah the thing is I care too much about people that don't care about me so I figure I'm going to stop caring and stop wasting my time on someone who doesn't care about me when I know there is somebody who does.

I wouldn't really say that "wearing my heart on my sleeve" is an inviting thing about me since you are right, some people use that against me.

I can't wait for things to get better, you don't even know.

But thanks for the comment. I hope everything with you is okay.


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