It Jeremy, 05-25-05 12:07am

Okay Kevin you want people to be straight with you, just remmeber you asked for it; Well here i go. And Morgan dont take this offensivly aswell. Kevin not all of the time you can be dumb. And i really dont get on how you can say that you love Morgan. When you claimed that you were in love with Jessika and you even wrote her a rap. Then you move to claiming that you and Stacy were soulmates and that you were perfect for eachother. Are you going to claim that you and Morgan are life partners next week? I mean if she dosent want to talk to me or get to know me thats by all means fine i have nothing against her. But i just dont see the concept nor logic of you bouncing from girl to girl claiming that there this and that. And throwing the word love around like its a fuckin toy. POINT IS KEVIN THE WORD LOVE IS NOT A FUCKIN TOY TO BE PLAYED WITH. DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHAT LOVE REALLY MEANS?!?!?!?! Sorry about the ending there. You just asked and i delievered.

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This is Jessikah, 05-25-05 12:34am

Kevin,

I hope you don't take offense to any of what Jeremy said because you know he's right. A lot of what people is saying is because their right. I'm sorry it does seem like everyone is sticking their nose where it doesn't belong but your putting it on your woohu for everyone to read AND comment too! I however think since you and Morgan got together that you've been less touchy. Which in turn is a good thing. I'm glad your happy but Jeremy's right. You move way too quickly.... Morgan I have nothing against you hun.... You seem like a great girl, and Kevins right too she's probably getting a lot of heat that isnt' towards her, it's more towards Kevin... I know that nobody here has the right to be calling her a slut, I found that to be quite some bullshit. I realize cheating on Andy wasn't exactly correct but still.... They shouldn't be doing that shit. I guess I'm glad your happy none the less...

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Re: It Jeremy, 05-25-05 5:43am

K, accidentally deleted the thing about me manning up and paying for Jess and Jay's door. I told them that I would do it when they got the price for it, and they've never told me that they got it. I also told them that I would pay for it in increments, since I usually don't have a whole lot of money after paying for bills and shit. Since Morgan and Trevor have moved in with me and Tom, the pay flow will definately be a rush towars Jess and J-Man.

Yeah, I understand the concept of love. But I believe that there have been deals that I have been stuck with, and I say oh well fuck it... Move on. Jessikah, I had strong feelings towards, probably shouldn't have said that they were love, and not to mention when I came to realization that she was still fucking Mark and that the fucked JD, I just said fuck it, move on.

When I had a thing for Stacy, probably the same thing. I find that she is all about being independent, and I tried to get into a relationship anyways. Besides, I found out later that she was creaming over another guy, as well as me, and ended up being with the other guy. I just said fuck it, move on.

In the process of that, I met Morgan, and shit just clicked. I have that belief that while good things take time to happen, great things happen all at once, and I just said fuck it, and went with it. Here is a girl that is wanting a relationship, and one with me, no less. Meanwhile, i'm trying to get into a relationship with someone that doesn't want one with me. Fuck it, Move on with Morgan.

I have bounced around from girl to girl all my life. I'm used to that, and I can obviously see that no one else sees things the way I do. But my thing is basically that if it looks like it ain't happening, then Fuck it, move on. And Now, I've stopped because I've found someone that makes me really happy.

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Re: Re: It Jeremy, 05-25-05 12:30pm

no offence but it sounds like your using morgan as a back up..thats just how it sounds when you put it like that

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Its Andy, 05-25-05 1:25pm

You guys got way to much drama going on, thats the reason i only talk to a few people from my old GR crew. You should try living drama free for awhile its relaxing. I do have to apoligize for being so rude on my xanaga to jessica, those comments were uncalled for, don't get me wrong though, i'm not looking for friends by apoligizing. Ahh and about jessicas comment about cheating on Andy, it dosn't matter, thats what i'm here for. Peace

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It's Stacy, 05-25-05 3:40pm

I agree that you're making Morgan sound like a back-up option. I also want to inform you that I was never creaming over multiple people *shakes head* but I like how you portrayed me as such. Also, did it ever occur to you that the reason I wanted to be independant was because anyone who ever wanted a relationship was rushing way too fast into things way too serious? That was why I was weary about you- I was afraid of that, and with my current situation, I have like 4 months to slowly ease into the concept of togetherness before I'm submerged into it. I'm glad shite clicked with you and Morgan, but you did say the same thing about us. Just be more careful how you word things because you make morgan seem like a last resort and made me feel like I'm two-timing when you know that wasn't the case. Like I said, just be more careful in the future, and be very very careful about rushing everything

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its morgan, 05-25-05 4:10pm

ok i know some people are better with words than others, no offence to anyone makin me seem like a last resort but kev doesnt treat me like one. i once learned "everything happen for a reason" from someone who helped me clean up most of my shit, anyways back to the saying keepin mind that this is my thoughts agree of not but i beleave that me and kev are together adn happy for a reason. whatever happens with is for a reason. and i can understand about the misdirected "heat" i see that since i dont know you all very well that in my mind i didnt really do anything wrong to you all so im lettin it ride out. oh yeah ill try to be more social ! ok well im out for lata!

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Re: Re: Re: It Jeremy, 05-25-05 4:23pm

yeah, but you know that when I talk about something, I usually don't mean it the way it sounds...

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This is Jessikah, 05-25-05 9:54pm

Hey you... Well It seems as though everyone has put their two cents in and it's all seemed to work out. I still feel bad that everyone was talking shit about Morgan but in time I'm sure they'll grow to like her. i mean if she's your girlfriend and obviously she isn't going anywhere if half her shit is in your room.... then they'll start to like her... I'm in shock at Andy's comments I never thought that he would say that. But it's good none the less. I'm glad to hear it. At the same time I too do not expect a friendship. I screwed that up a along time ago with him.

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This is Jessikah, 05-25-05 9:56pm

LOL I pushed the button before I got the chance to finish my point... Anyway I just wanted to say that If your happy then that's all that matters and I really couldn't be more happy for you, We should all hang out or something sometime.... It could be fun. I'm willing to give the girl a chance if she's willing to give us the chance. Not like you have to slowly work her into the juggalo life like you were going to have to do with stacy.... Which makes it easier for her to know us... LOL

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Re: This is Jessikah, 05-25-05 10:45pm

well, i wasn't gonna work Stacy into the juggalo life, just a basic understanding of where i'm coming from...

But yeah, I would like everyone to give Morgan a chance. I think shes gonna do the same with everyone else. I hope that she continues to attend CC meetings and such, as well.

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Re: Re: This is Jessikah, 05-26-05 2:19am

Hello everybody,
I have no problems with Morgan at all, I think she seems really nice. It's Kev that bothers me. I just have a hard time getting to know all these new people he finds. It seems like he brings home a new pal every week, be it someone he met outside or another one of his 500 E-Girls he talks to. If I do try to get to know one of them, he does something to piss them off or piss us off or just piss everyone off. Then I never see them again and it's just a waist of my time. Now Morgen is a little diff', she seems to be nice unlike most of the other people he talks too. Preasent company exluded.


And knowing Kev as long as I have, I can say this. He has been the same way with girls as long as I have known him. He is like a dog in heat, always chasing a new girl. In fact, in the last six years I can't think of any distence of time were he wasn't chasing after some girl or humping her leg.

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Re: Re: Re: This is Jessikah, 05-26-05 10:32am

LOL, Tom makes a good point, but hey, I hope Kev is happy with Morgan. And yeah, I've never said that I didn't like Morgan, I just don't know her, as I've only been around twice.

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Re: Re: Re: Re: This is Jessikah, 05-27-05 12:01am

LOL, I'm just gunna interject, or whatever it is, and add my two cents about my door. Jeremy hasn't updated, but I did inform him that you and I, had in fact, talked about it, and that that was the arrangement. Sorry for any upset directed at you, because I hadn't told other people that. Oh, and I want you to know that I haven't been like whining about it to Jeremy or anything...I haven't said anything to anyone about it, so they prolly just thought that you weren't going to pay. Again, my bad.

About Morgan, I did tell you I made cracks about cheerleading and just eating veggies. But I don't dislike her. Like I told you before, and I think I told Jess, that I don't know her, so how can I dislike her. I haven't even had any interaction with her. So no, everybody isn't calling Morgan a slut. And yeah, Andy is right about there being way too much drama about this.

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