05-25-05 2:32pm

Ash, Cake, [sigh] i cant help but be upset. We talked third hour and i was fine. Then towards the end..I thought of dan and was ...instantly heartbroken. Idk. I dont know what to do anymore. I cant keep trying. Well i can but it feels like hes already gone and ...doesnt want anything to do with me. Idk. What do i do. Sorry this was your entry and i kinda took it away. Sorry.

Love, Pie

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Re:, 05-25-05 4:05pm

I know you can't help but be upest but you have a right to be upset. Anyone in your case would be upset and when I told you I knew what you were going through, I obviously don't exactly in the same way or as much pain as your going through but I still know what it feels like to be hurt, even though you may think I'm always happy in drama or at school it doesn't mean I am. I never show it but I really do understand and I would do anything to help you but I don't know how I can help you. I talk to Dan so I can tell him you love him but I'm sure he knows that you do. I wish he would change his mind so that way you guys could be together because I hate when people are sad, I would rather have me be sad and you happy then me be happy and you sad. Thats just how it works. If you ever need anything or if you just want to talk you can always call my cell phone. Actually I just told Dan that you love him and he goes when did she say that and I said today and then he goes why were you talking about me and I'm like I wasn't and he goes sure....yeah thats just what I do, talk about him. I know we talked about it today and you seemed okay but I know your not. I hope things get better for you and you didn't take away from my entry, really it wasn't anything important.

Love
Cake

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Re: Re:, 05-26-05 1:07pm

Idk ashley, im in fifth hour and im balling. I asked mrs. babbit if i could go to the library to do god knows what and she knew i was upset so she knew i was sad. I want to crawl in a whole and just....stay there. Im really, so unbelieveably heartbroken. Im shattered. Theres nothing i can do about it so..i guess... im going to have to call it quits. Ive put everything i am into trying to save this..and theres nothing else i can do. Its just sad when he assumes things. Especially when he assumes things that...he knows arent true. He came over yesterday and i ran and gave him a hug and i guess thats an inside thing but he just.. he told me that he likes that. It makes him feel special. So i did it and... he kissed me and he was holding me and holding my hand like...:'( it was all better oh ashley youde better come over you said i could go to you if i needed anything. Well i need to get away from every boy. I need... to have my heart unbroken again :'(

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