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| breezeyluvsu (profile) wrote, on 5-25-2005 at 1:34pm | |
| Okay, so i realized that i love him. Very very much. He told me hes slipping away last night and that broke my heart. But i cant keep convincing him to want to be with me. Its like he changes his mind every other day. What am i supposed to do. Ugh im such a stupid girl for messing everything up so badly. Jenna, i love you. I just look at you and smile. Please dont pick this up as a lesbian vibe i can assure you all im as straight as they come. But i just ...adore jenna so much. My mom said your such a sweetheart and she wants you to come back.. Hooray. Amy mercer i seen you again. Isnt hansen just aweful. Ugh yeah your teling me and 6th hour shes always at her worst. Its baaad. Remember what i said about thursday. Love ya SOMEBODY TELL DAN THAT I FRIGGEN' LOVE HIM AND IM NOT LETTING GO OF HIM!! its like he doesnt believe me that im hurting. Every hour of every day theres not something that i dont thik about that has to deal with him. But what hurts most is not even that he let go. But that he has to decide whether he wants me in his life or not. I justmiss him alot. We've been through so much together and i dont wanna let go. I refuse to let go. If somebody would just please let him nkow that i love him and im not afraid to tell everybody and anybody. Im willing to sacrafice everything to make this work. Everything.*sigh* now im all upset. |
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whispers | 05-26-05 12:43pm no matter how many times you tell someone you love them, if they don't feel the same way about you.. they never will. so you have to just move on. it sucks, i know. i'm going thru it right now.. but you have to move on and just know that you'll find somebody 10 times better.. even if you don't really want it right now. |
breezeyluvsu | Re:, 05-26-05 12:51pm Thanks Jejuan. Your probably right...But it just hurts so bad because ive grown on him. We've grown together and now were just..quitting. It sucks :'( |
whispers | Re: Re:, 05-26-05 12:53pm i know, babe. at least you werent with him for 3 years.. |
breezeyluvsu | Re: Re: Re:, 05-26-05 1:10pm Jejuan, im so sorry... how are you holding up? |
whispers | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-26-05 1:17pm horribly.
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breezeyluvsu | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-31-05 1:35pm Jejuan...
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