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| whispers (profile) wrote, on 5-25-2005 at 3:16pm | |
| Music: tupac - black cotton Subject: [ graduation babyyy ] |
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| alright, so that's tomorrow, but i'm psyched. i got my hair & nails done, already effed up my nails, but i'll survive so long as i don't look at it. :) um. let's see. i'm in a pretty okay mood for.. wanting to off myself lately. j's been.. helpin me out with that. yes, i'm talking to him again, but that's it. we argue about.. him comin up here sometimes tho. or.. well.. not comin here. whatever. but i'ma stop all that and just move on. you can only wait for somebody for so long, and if he got marlene.. he don't need me. soon, he won't have me at all and he can jus live the rest of his life without havin to think of me. i'm just waiting for that night to come. it should be soon cause my life is shit and that will be the muscle in my arm to pull the trigger.. once i get the gun. um.. so yeah, after tomorrow i won't have to see any of those people again. none of them, if i don't want to. which.. a good 99% of them i don't. i miss like.. three or four people. keegan, dan, tyler, and john. that's.. pretty much it. i see john every once in a while, haven't seen dan or tyler or keegan which is sad, but that's alright. i can get ahold of them if i put forth the effort. i might soon too, we should all go out with a buncha people to a club. that'd be fun. um.. shit with jill. yeah, i talked to her the other night.. but i had j on my mind.. then he texted me so i was done lol. but jacki keeps askin if i'm alright with jill yet, jill lost.. a lot of respect from me. like.. a lot. so it'll take a lot of.. somethin for that repsect to come back. once you've lost it from me, twice.. like she did, then it'll be really hard for her to get it back. and i don't have enough patience. i'm goin to the middle school probably.. friday. just to give out my open house invites to them people. i was talkin to rapaport.. i called her by her first name the other day and she looked at me funny. i aint like sayin that name anyway, so it wont happen again. it's marlene incase.. you were curious. k, anyway.. she thought i was still in 8th grade.. please, bitch lol. but yea, i love them middle school teachers. they make me smile. alright, i'm.. gonna go buy the notebook probably since i got a coopin lol. for 7.99 on a movie. that's like.. cheap. i dunno if i'll buy the notebook or.. somethin else. i had the urge to watch that damn movie last night when i was talkin to j. it was.. weird. but yea.. ima go. - Jejuan |
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jordanmackenzie7 | 05-25-05 9:40pm I'm gonna be watching you. Cheering you on.
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midget18 | 05-26-05 1:34am You've got a coopin? I want a coopin. Where's my damn coopin?
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breezeyluvsu | Re:, 05-26-05 1:52pm I got an invite to her open house. Its june 11th. Be there or be square ;) |