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| whispers (profile) wrote, on 5-26-2005 at 10:40am | |
| Music: kelly clarkson - behind these hazel eyes Subject: [ final decision ] |
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| i'm not gonna be your friend anymore. have a great life with kevin, jacki, tj, and.. whoever else. an apology just does not cut it. it would have.. if it wasn't a week late. i'm not mad anymore, i'm disappointed. that my friend.. from 11 years.. would do something like you did, and let him treat me that way, and completely ignore me when i'm within 2 feet from you for a whole night. i'll be nice tonight, i won't say anything. infact, i won't say anything to you after tonight either. you can't fix the damage that you caused. if you don't think it hurts me to know that i spent 11 years, sticking up for you when people would talk shit about you, and being there as much as you'd let me.. you're wrong. i don't want to be alone, but i will be. i'm not going to degrade myself because i feel left out. let me feel left out. truth is i don't want you to be with kevin. what kind of friend will be with somebody if he's just going to talk shit to me or.. about me? that's not right. i would never be with somebody if they ever talked that way to you. never. i'm not happy you're with him, but i'm a nobody to all of you so it really doesn't matter what i think. that night.. saturday.. the 21st. i did do a lot of shit. no, i'm not blaming you, i'm blaming you and everybody else that lied to me.. and told me they wanted me around. fuck that. if you didn't want me to feel left out, that whole night was the complete opposite. we're done, and tell your mom i said sorry. i'll see you around.. maybe. - Jejuan |
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breezeyluvsu | 05-26-05 1:37pm Your wise, grasshopper. |