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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 5-28-2005 at 12:06pm | |
| im kinda confused and i dont understand why i feel the way i feel right now. i woke up on this beautiful day and i feel like sitting inside and crying in my bed because i have nothing to be happy for. everybody has somebody and im here alone in this world searching for somebody to finally care about me. why do i do this? why do i feel this way all the time? why do i need somebody to be happy?why do i need you? why do i want you? why? i dont know what it is that makes me have to be around you. your presence just makes me happy and i wish that you felt the same way i do..but instead you there happy in the sun and im here sitting inside crying..maybe im crazy.. but i dont know how to make it stop, i dont know any different..im sorry for this im sorry for being me im sorry for wanting you im sorry.. i dont know what else there is for me to do besides what ive done already.. i guess im just not good enough for someone to care about completely.. i think my goal for the summer is to lose weight, and then maybe ill be happy with myself and then maybe i wouldnt need the attention from the guys.. the reassurrance that im okay.. maybe then i wont cry all the time.. maybe.. well here goes.. i start today.. |
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shroudofrain | 05-28-05 2:28pm If you want me to... I'd like to try an help... |
silentcriez | Re:, 05-28-05 6:58pm who are you? |