it's me...., 05-30-05 10:52am

hey andre. long time no talk eh? i can't really explain myself....and i'm not sure if i'll be able to talk to you regularly. I just missed ya and thought I could check in.

sounds like life is going really bad right now. for what it's worth....not much i'm sure.....i'm sorry. i don't have advice for you, but i know things will work out. just make sure she knows that you value and love her.

hope you are both okay.
you'll be in my athiest prayers.
dani

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Re: it's me...., 05-30-05 11:18am

Love is really overrated, it doesn't work in most cases. Yeah my life....if the bottom was death, then I'm hanging on the edge of a cliff holding myself up with one finger...
It's not me you should be worrying bout, bleh. I mean I don't even give a shit bout me. Nothing can happen to me, never, no one can hurt me. I'm basicly invulnerable. Well...untill something happens to here, then the shit starts. Seriously....every shit thing you can imagine happens to her... It's just so not fair... I'm talking bout it now. Eventhough I know she wouldn't like me to. But I just dont know what to do. Im like trying to think of some great idea, but it just isn't there. My bucket of idea's is empty.....to say it really litterally...bye. Didn't think you'd write me again btw...odd.... Do you still speak to Terra? Just wondering, she spoke to me yesterday but I just didnt feel like talking to anyone... byez.

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Re: Re: it's me...., 05-31-05 8:15am

like you hafta tell me that love doesn't usually work....i've noticed freak. you know...this is gonna sound cheesy, but i honestly had given up on love shit...figured it made a good movie but that was it. then i met you guyz. you and gaby have it andre. there is this love that is so friggin much that no one gets it completely but you two. ugh....that was cheesy.........like mac and cheese cheesy....ew

you won't do this, but i'd say let her in this journal.....show her how much you care. cuz if i were her and i read this i'd be melting down in tears......well maybe not........

terra...wow...nah i haven't talked to her in a long ass time. say hi from me if you do decide to talk to her.

yeah and stop telling me to stop worrying about you cuz it's too late...i already am. wish i could help. but i know that it's gonna be okay. i just know.

fuck though....i told that to this one guy once when his brother went into the hospital........his bro died the next day.

life bites. ubu.
luv,
dani

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Re: Re: Re: it's me...., 05-31-05 9:31am

Well I wrote alot here but then I clicked on "Post Comment Reply" and found out my password was wrong....shit... I'm to lazy to write it all down again. Just she already read this journal I'm sure. Other then that its not supposed to make her melt down in tears or something. I mean do I just wanna make her more sad with the stuff I write, that would kinda suck if it would hurt her, cause it would just be a vicious circle then. She feels bad, I feel bad, cause I feel bad, she feels bad, if she feels bad I feel bad. You know something like that, ah well thats all. Byez! =P

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Re: Re: Re: Re: it's me...., 06-01-05 11:16am

lol...yeah okay. i meant she would have a positive reaction....but yeah oh well.....

have u decided if ur gonna go to college yet?

i've missed talking to u lol.
buhbye.
ubu
luv,
Dani

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: it's me...., 06-01-05 11:49am

Yeah I am going to college

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Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: it's me...., 06-02-05 10:56am

coolio...me too you should come to the us and we can go to school together...;P

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