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| liz (profile) wrote, on 2-9-2003 at 6:04pm | |
| hye everyone. how are all of you. i am just peachy. catch that sarcasm by the way. this is the thing. i for reasons beyond my comprehension and in a terrible mood all the time . i think I ahve depression i mean bipolar is hereditary my mom and my sister ahve it it makes sense. i just find myself saying why are you here liz you serve no purpose go on. swallow the whole bottle of this convenient drug. (whatever drug is in my hand at the time) i dont know why. life sucks and that sums it up. but on a brigther note now tat I let the cat out of the bag. my birthday is next week. i am having a party at my house at 3 oclock on sat the 15th. so please come everyone. come see me for directions i really wish that you all could be there. knowing my luck 3 people will show up. but as it is there is nothing big i just thought everyone could hang out eat pizza drink coke. that sorta thing. you dont have to stay long just drop in. i know how desperate it really sounds but there are so many of my friends who i dont see anymore or i do see and im just uncomfortable around them and can't seem to talk to. so please come if you are one of those people or even if your not. anyway. i should go contemplate death some more. it is a time filler oh and for those of you who know my struggle with weight the five pounds i worked my ass off to lose came back since i slacked off last week. back to the treadmill i go. |
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Atman | 02-09-03 10:13pm Yeah, certain friends can make people uncomfortable...so, um...yeah, I'll...uh...maybe I'll...jeez, um...I gotta go. |
liz | Re:, 02-10-03 11:48am exactly
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