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| Kit_Katt (profile) wrote, on 2-9-2003 at 10:02pm | |
| Current mood: Almost frightened but knowing God is with me Music: One Girl Revolution-SuperChic[k] Subject: I suppose this is a new approach to Shina |
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| *Sigh and retrieves final glove* I believe that it is time for Shina to take form again, though you will hardly like the acomplishments. Sorry dear Vixen, and my dear Cipher, but there are things that need to be said, that neither of you are understanding. *Sighs again with great pain and desperation* First off I must say a little something I thought of while I was away this evening. "If I can not anger myself over the words said, then they hold little truth, if any. But if I answer with spite and hurtful words then I must examine myself more closely, because when a fault is justly seen within a person our defenses seem to come up to quickly." Now I must ask you, whose defenses have been raised quickly? I am not condeming any of you. I would never want to do that. You must understand that I am coming to you as one Christian to another. And I must say that their is little love between any of you. Brianna, yes, she said some very harsh things (and I stress very) but I must admit that I do not completely condem her for it, just how she said it. She had a right to Nick, Connie had hurt her deeply, and unlike you believe, she has known Connie since the 8th grade. And I believe that she also made amends with her, so you have no right for attacking her like you did. (again, I am not yelling at you, just calming pointing a few things out). And yes Connie, I just said that some of Brianna's actions were justified. No, you did not just loose your best friend, unless you choose it to be that way. But your actions have become inexcusable. They have gone from harmless fun to dangerous poison. You hurt Brianna greatly, even after both she and I warned you agianst it. You didn't care, and I am now wondering when it will be my time for you to brush off my feelings for your own enjoyment. That is what Brianna meant by you acting like Jackie (I mean no disrespect dear Shinigami, just trying to correct furture mistakes with past ones). You did not even concider her feelings when you were flirting with Steve, you were selfish in your actions and disregarded everything else save what you wanted. I also believe that those actions in themselves are not very Christianly at all. You flaunt yourself, and hold no respect in yourself or your body. That is wrong and not how God intended women to act. I'm sorry that I have to say this, but it seems that whenever I try you just tell me that they are my "beliefs, not yours". I'm sorry that I don't understand when God made up special rules for each person. You are using yourself in a sexual way that is wrong, no matter what Nick says. It is opening doors for temptation (and if I've said it once, I will say it again, sin is fun dear Vixen, if it wasn't, then we wouldn't do it). Nick, I understand that you think that this is all harmless fun, you're a guy, that is the easiest thing for you to think, especially in this time of your life. Your sexual drive is strong, and you have no one to aim it at (oh yeah you did love someone with no tact by the way...me;P) so you went for the first available girl to flirt with, which was of course, Connie. But you must also understand, that you are a Christain, and yes, I know more then anyone else that you are not perfect, so please do not lecture me about it. That can not be your excuse your entire life. But you also must set certain levels for yourself, controlling that drive is one of them. Now I am not yelling at you for trying to make Connie feel better. I understand that she has been sick, I myself have been feeling a bit under the weather. But do you really think that was the most proper way to go about it? Do you really think that it set the best example for all of the other men in the class? You again have been blinded by your own thinking, by twisting your wrongdoings into rights, and I don't want to fight you to convince you of such things. But I think that you should concider how your own christianity appears before casting a stone at someone else. And Connie, you need to deal with these problems instead of ignoring them, this will not just blow over, if anything it is growing bigger, and I'm afraid that things have already gotten out of our control. A new type of Shina P.S. Brianna did not spread any rumors about you and Becca. In fact, if anyone started that idea, it was me. Connie and I were talking about your "mystery girl" when she walked past and I asked Connie if it could be her. So I was the one that planted the seed for that idea, after that I don't know exactly where it went, but I know that the only person I shared that idea with was Connie. So please do not blame Brianna for something she did not do. Be a Jesus Girl, hope, strength, and love, we can do it Blade. |
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Jeannea | 02-10-03 2:29pm Your split personality can become alarming at times |
Jeannea | 02-10-03 2:45pm By the way dear check out the comment I finally put on Nate's woohu. Somehow He is dellusional |
Shinigami | Re:, 02-10-03 3:32pm *bows politly* None taken Shina... |
Tina | Re:, 02-10-03 5:53pm
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Iron-Cipher | sigh, 02-10-03 9:17pm
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kit_katt | Re: sigh, 02-11-03 6:47am Cipher I don't try to "kick you in the face" but it seems that whenever you fall, you end up turning on me or someone dear to me (this time it was Brianna). What else am I suppose to do but show you what you are doing? I have tried for the longest time to just sit here and hope that you and Connie would work through things. I had tried to help, I had tried with both of you, but I was being ignored and things were getting worse. I'm sorry but I don't see what else I could have done. And I also don't see how your stuggles mean that you can condem someone you hardly know and attack her, when you yourself turned around and did the exact same thing. We all fall at times Nick, but our stregth is determined by how strongly we wish to get back up, sometimes I feel as if you wish to just stay on the ground. Again, I'm sorry that I can't be a better friend and help you more. Maybe you should try to talk to Mr. Walker more, or Skippy (sorry, Justin). They are both men, well, at least last time I knew they were. Just making a few suggestions. Sorry if I'm out of place. |