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| xsilentxsuicidex (profile) wrote, on 6-7-2005 at 11:20am | |
| I was reminded this morning, That it wasn't a dream. I actually ripped someone's heart out... Sheerly because I was unhappy. I suppose it's for the best- It'll make both of us happier in the long run. But it hurts so fucking bad. *sigh* What have I gotten myself into? I'm so selfish and weak. I can't believe myself sometimes. John was the first guy to treat me like his everything, And I just destroyed that, Because I felt insecure... With him being so far away, And us not having means of communication at the time. |
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callistomoon | 06-10-05 2:15pm NO!!!!! Don't regret it. It was for the best. You KNOW that. Maybe later on you guys can go out, but for God's sake, you're 14. He's 15. Lng distance doesn't work for people so young.
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