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teenybeany (profile) wrote,
on 6-15-2005 at 11:03am
Current mood: YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Subject: Dedicated to: high school
I. am. done! Completo. Finisho. Donzo.

It's wierd how i can remember almost every detail of the first day of my freshman year in that hot hot hot cafeteria and it seems like it was so recent yet so far away. I was talking to KHK about that morning and how we were at opposite ends of the lunch table and saw each other, as strangers. She remembered what she was wearing... and then freakishly remembered what i was wearing... and also freakishly remembered that we sat on the same side of the long cafeteria bench when listening to ms pitts talk. It's wierd how we were total complete strangers then, and now we're anything but that. It's wierd how four years of insanity has already gone by. four years. that is a long time. think about it. we (possibly) graduate college in four years. think of how much things and people have changed within four years. that just shows how long four years is.

i can't believe i'm never going to walk into millburn high school as a student. i'm never going to try and cram into a parking space. or cram at midnight for a test either. i'm never going to walk those halls as a student. as somebody who belongs there. millburn high school as we know it has just become a memory.

well maybe not yet. because we still have PROM and GRADUATION. GRRRRRRRRRRRADUATION. what insanity. WHAT insanity!!! After 3 am on June 24th morning, we can say for sure, that Millburn High School is now just a memory.

Our video yearbook asks, what will you miss most?
I'll miss the feeling of security that I have here most. I've known the people here for... ever... and they've become a security blanket. I know that they're always around and always there for me. It's kind of scary that now I'm slowly taking that blanket off, and already, I feel so naked and vulernable. I only hope that I can find another security blanket just as tight knitted and perfect... but that might be impossible.
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lexish

..., 06-15-05 12:07pm

reading that made me miss everyone already.

-lex

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