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brokenmentality (profile) wrote, on 6-17-2005 at 2:30am | |
keegans car is so nice :) no more crappy red one... woot woot so tonight was good, he called me paranoid... whatever. i think i feel better now though. i dont like it at all.... *totally different subject* it just puts these terrible images in my mind because the other night i had a break down about it... i wish ______ would just move far far away and i would never ever have to think about what happend ever again... now that i know details... ugh, i could just be sick. i hate that part of him. whatever right... cant change it eh? deal with it and move on erika, well its not that easy. im really nervous for next year... for many different reasons. i need to become dependent on myself more... i depend to much on my mom and keegan to keep me strong. why cant i just hold myself together... for gosh-sakes, i didnt even want to go to the dentist alone today (which i did end up going alone... yay for me) im afraid of needles, so i just wanted someone to comfort me... but i held my own today.. nobody was there to hold my hand or wait for an hour in the waiting room..... wait, now im kind of depressed.... step backwards erika, step backwards. hmmm, not good. tomorrow is keegans performance at daybreak, i suppose i can brag him up a little..... they're getting paid 200 dollars to dance for 2 minutes... that 50 dollars for each of them for a mere 2 minutes.... thats crazy! but so awesome..... IHOP here we come! the performance is at 8:30... so we have an early rise day tomorrow... haha... i'll be getting up at DAYBREAK... mwah ha ha..... wow, teenage girls should not try to be corny and witty this late at night. i've suddenly run out of things to say.... *crosses fingers..... (doesnt concern you why...) *crosses them again. |
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anachronism | 06-17-05 10:44am I know what you mean, I depend on others way too much. *cough Brad cought* Hehe, but *shrug* what can ya do?
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anachronism | Re:, 06-17-05 10:45am *cough**
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brokenmentality | Re: Re:, 06-17-05 9:48pm *cough.. yes you do*
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anachronism | Re: Re: Re:, 06-18-05 8:58am Wow.. you have a boy friend and you replied to me?! I'm surprised! I thought when you had a boy friend you were constantly with them, ignorning all your friends. You never fail to amaze me Erika. ;)
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