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| Kimmay2007 (profile) wrote, on 6-19-2005 at 12:32am | |
| Saturday, June 18, 2005 Welps lets see… Thursday night I stayed up till about umm 4:30 and talked to mom before she left and such cause I mean I was waiting up to talk to Eric cause he was gonna call me at 4:20 after mom left. So I stayed up and he ended up falling asleep. Oh well… welps then Friday I was bored most of the day then me and Keshia went over in Gallia and went to Wal-Mart for a little few not real long tho… went to Wendy’s and then went thru point then came home…. And I’m not aloud to leave the home for a LONG LONG TIME some pretty sad stuff there.. oh well I guess that’s what I get for being a “smartass” and a “liar” …. Then on our way home Keshia dropped me off at the end of the road so she could get home on time and Todd (my neighbor) kept on watching me walk up the little road.. And asked me if she was someone I wasn’t suppose to be with is the reason she dropped me off at the end of the road.. and I told him that I was aloud to be with her its just she was late and her mom would yell if she didn’t get home on time…… and he acted like he didn’t believe me but I don’t care I kept on walking…. Then I got home and talked to Adam about going up there today but I had to bring a friend so that his cousin Seth wouldn’t be like the 3rd wheel or something… so i didnt go.... at about 1:45am or so last night Grace called and she had been at the hospital with David because of his grandma all night and she called to tell us she wasnt coming home cause his grandma had died and he needed her with him cause all of the family was breakin down ….i ended up talking to Adam till about 3:30 or so then he went to bed so I got off line and went in the front room to watch TV cause I wasn’t the least bit tired…. Then at about 4:40 or so moms alarm started going off and Hershel got up to go run his dogs and left the home at about 5:30 or so I ended up going to sleep at like 6:30 or 7 cause I finally got tired… then I got up at noon and have been bored ALL DAY LONG… I havent did anything all day…… I tried calling Tabi but she’s out with B Rad somewhere. And I talked to The Tater Tot a little bit but her little sis kept on taking the phone or something gay like that so I didn’t get to talks to her much and I called Keshia but yeah her and Melody was out walking with Starbucks ….. oh yeah i also went for a 4-wheeler ride with mom and i almost thought i was gonna have to throw her in the river cause she got on my nerves.. shew as yellin at me for everything. shes dumb... welps there’s all that has happened in the OH SOO BORING life of me Much Love and God Kimberly Dawn Heres some qoutes i found that i really liked so i thought i would put then oon here for everyone else to look at cause im such a nice person lol have fun..... It's funny how hello is always accompied with goodbye. It's funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It's funny how forever never seems to really last. It's funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past. It's funny how friends can leave you when you're down. It's funny how when you need someone, they're never around. It's funny how people change and think they're so much better. It's funny how many lies can be packed in one 'love letter'. It's funny how people can forgive, even though they can't forget. It's funny how one night can contain so much regret. It's funny how ironic life turns out to be. But, the funniest part of all... None of this that seems funny to me. She's just a typical teenage girl...angry ;; insecure ;; confused. She wants you to tell her things will be okay...But she hates to be lied to. No camera could ever capture the look in her eyes & the feeling in her heart when she's looking at him. <3<3 I didn't lose him... I let him go. I didn't get over him...I moved on. When you truly love someone, you never lose them or get over them, they will always mean something to you. So no matter how hard you try, if it was true love, you'll never forget them. I wish that you were here or that I was there or that we were together... anywhere She stays strong on the outside, but on the inside, she weeps because she knows it will never be the same...again. This may never start... We could fall apart... Can I be in your memory? Do you know what it's like to reach for the phone and pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit there with tears building up in your eyes because you know it's not that the last time you'll miss the conversations you've shared. In this weird, twisted way, I know you miss me... Not because I want to believe it, but because you will never find a girl that will put up with you like I did. <3 If we weren't meant to give things another try, our ((paths))... Our ||thoughts|| wouldn't keep crossing...And we wouldn't keep tripping over our feelings for each other. Did you know what really made me fall for you? It wasn't that way you smiled at me when I walked in the room. Nor was it the way you laughed at my jokes when they weren't funny. It wasn't the way you'd go out of your way to collect me from places when I felt low. Nor was it the way you'd sit and hold me in your arms and tell me everything'll be okay. No. What really made me fall for you was the way you'd sit there for hours on end, listening to my problems, purely just so you could be with me. Well, I jsut wanna tell you that the next time you walk in the room, I'll smile. The next time you crack a joke which isn't funny, I'll laugh. The next time you're feeling low, I'll come out of my way to pick you up. The next time you need reassurance, I'll hold you in my arms and tell you everything's okay. You might not be his ||first||, his ||last||, or his only... He's cared about someone else before and possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, then what else matters? He's not perfect, and you aren't either and the two of you will never be perfect, but, if he can make you laugh at least ||once||, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He's probably not going to quote poetry... He might not be thinking about you every second of the day, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break... So, don't hurt him ;; Don't change him ;; And don't expect more than he can give. Don't over analyze. Smile when he makes you happy. Yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there. <3<3 "As we grow up, we learn that even the ||one|| person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast... So. Take too many pictures ;; laugh too hard ;; and love like you've never been hurt because every minute you spend mad or upset is a minute of happiness that you'll never get back." Beautiful Girl with pretty eyes ;; A hidden world of hurt and lies. She sits up in her bed and cries. It's hard for her to realize... Love isn't all 'weak in the knees' and 'butterflies'. Do you ever miss me? Do you ever miss the way we used to be? When we used to talk and laugh and flirt? When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall, just so you could see me look at you and smile? Do you miss our conversations? ...And what about our dumb sarcasm that only you and I understand? Do you ever miss any of that? I think maybe you do because sometimes when I look at you, you'll randomly look at me and stop what you're doing, just so you can look into my eyes, like you used to. ...And even though it only last for two seconds, do you miss that? I can't be the only one that does. If I could show you how much I was hurting, you'd never be able to look me in the eyes again. welps thats it that i feel like looking for right now...................... i might put more quotes on here later if i find any i like Much Love and God Bless Kimmy |
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crazycutie06 | 06-19-05 1:00am I <3 You Kim!
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Kimmay2007 | Re:, 06-19-05 1:02am YAY I <3 YOU TOO TABI!!!!!! |
crazycutie06 | Re: Re:, 06-19-05 10:29pm That's flippin' awesome! <3 |