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| spacietraci (profile) wrote, on 6-22-2005 at 1:07am | |
| my truck is broken!!!! and i am not happy about it, walk out of work this lovely evening to find out that it has a huge flat tire, so i have to leave my truck at work, i dont like that thought at all, josh says it will be fine but for some reason i dont have that same feeling, i think something else is going to happen to it, i just want my truck back i guess it seems like i have voiced my opinion out too much and that im sorry that i run to others to talk to instead of the ones i really should, but in the end i just have always had this bad part of talking the probelm out, its almost like when its face to face i just dont care or basically dont know what to say, so im sorry for everyone tihat i have brought into this situation or put u in a weird spot. im just clustered fucked, i have myself more problems then i know what to do with. well i have th e next two days off !!! what am i going to do with my time, go to the lake, or lay by the pool... ummm so many choices, josh goes back to work tomorrow, so he wont be around my sister and ella are coming down on thursday so im excited to see them its been since christmas since i have seen them last, thats a long time she has to begetting big now, but im off to bed since there isnt anything else to do |
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kaneface | 06-22-05 11:38am I'm your friend Trac, i'm supposed to be there for you but you know, Josh has become a friend too. I'm here for you both and it wasn't YOU who put me in the middle but I wasjust making it clear that i don't want to be put in the middle. But when he calls me and says that he has asked you whats wrong and you say everythings okay, i start to have a problem. Your lying, making things worse, avoiding the right time to say whats on your mind, and making him worried. if you think its just a phase your going through, thats all you need to say, he'll understand, if not you need to do something, you need to start speaking your mind, that's the Traci I know. |