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pnutbutterdaffodillies (profile) wrote,
on 7-1-2005 at 11:48pm
Current mood: blah
Music: ashlee - autobiography
Subject: in sickness and in health
halo my loves. well I believe this is the extent of my woohu, with the appearance atleast. I believe I am going to let this journal be my more personal and more open one. so therefore, here it goes. it's lately been a hardspot for my family. this past January, my family was informed on one of my cousins having colon cancer. I believe my cousin will be 21 this coming August. for those of you who do not know, that is very unusual for such a young person to get colon cancer. the colon cancer which I then believe spread to the liver. my cousin was doing well and getting better, from what I understood. well the other week, we found out that the cancer spread to the lungs. from what I understand, that is no good. therefore my cousin will be up at duke hospital for roughly a month.

with that being said, the following must also be said: I regret (that is possibly too strong of a word, but it fits) not taking the time to get to know her better (same goes for certain other people, as well). she always seemed like a very cool and fun person to hang out with. I regret for this happening too late. there are sayings out there about not saying what you want to a person before it's too late. I hope this doesn't happen to me. I plan on taking time to write a letter and giving it to her. I'm not very good with verbal interaction, especially on emotional levels.

all my love

AEA...don't die wondering
La La
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TornPrince

07-02-05 2:55am

I once had a friend who was raised to believe he was worthless and undeserving of life by the people he was supposed to love and trust. For twenty years he was lead to believe this.

He killed himself in February.

I regret never telling him they were wrong.


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lindseyethatsme

07-04-05 1:15am

laurennnnn HOW do i get music into my journal????
i NEED the html coding!!! FAST.

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