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| mushroomhead (profile) wrote, on 7-10-2005 at 12:13am | |
| Current mood: depressed Music: Wish you were here - Pink Floyd Subject: Tell me that I changed you somehow |
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| Hello. I havent written in this thing in forever. I guess you can say i've been to caught up in my own life. To caught up with change, with new faces, and old faces who return into my life like they never left if the first place. Jimmy's moving in 3 weeks. We broke up, and he just stopped talking to me, like i ment nothing to him. I wonder how many heart breaks i will have to go through to find the right guy. But i learn from them all. I take things to seriously i guess. Alot has changed this year. Alot always changes, its scary to look back and see how i was, and how i am. I miss my past. I miss my ryan, how can she call you hers, when you were mine for so long. I havent thought about him in so long, but i hung out with his friend the other night, and it made me miss him, and it made me sad how he wasn' t with us. He made me so happy, i dont think any guy has ever made me that happy..ever. I wish i could hold you again, just for one night, just lay next to you and smell that scent of yours, just look in your eyes, as you look into mine. You changed me, and i will love you forever and ever. I hope i made an impact on your life, i hope you will never forget me, and i hope you will look back and realize one day how much you hurt me, and what we could have had. I cant say i need you anymore, because ive grown to live without you, which i never thought i would be able to do. I have moved on with my life, but every now and then, i see something that reminds me of you, and i think of all the good times weve had. I miss you baby, and i wish you still talked to me, but i no that things are very different now. You made me unbeleliveibly happy at one point in my life, and you and i have some great memories. As do me and dave, and me and jimmy, and all the other guys ive had actual feelings for. I dont kno why im writing in here, maybe so i can read it a few months from now...and get all sad and start thinking, like i am now. But whatever happens in the future, i will always love you..forever and ever "promise me. that's all I want. just a promise that you'll never forget me. tell me that I changed you somehow. let me know that I had an impact on your life. promise me that you will always remember me. losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to go on knowing I meant absolutely nothing to you" |
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twiztidclown | 07-18-05 10:09pm Thats life. things are always changeing , may not be for the best but...well we learn from them. well i guess soppose to. I tottaly hear you. i move from michigan , been gone 2 years and alot has changed, along with the ppl. LOTS ! change is good , even if u dont like it |