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| lisa3019 (profile) wrote, on 7-10-2005 at 12:38am | |
| okay, i'm back, and in these last few seconds that i've been gone, i've decided that i may possibly be going insane. this is helping me so much because i am able to get out what i need to get out without someone fighting with me. look.. i meant what i said before. i love boys. they're amazing. they are so interesting, i don't think i could ever live without them. they are so NOT girls. everything they do is just so interesting. it's liek watching an infomercial. i want to turn it off, but i just can't stop watching. to talk to a guy... it's the best conversations ever. very few girls can i connect with the way i do when i talk to guys. if they were a subject to study, they would probably be my major. everything they do is so detailed, yet so simple. their body language can be interpreted so well, and they come off so forward. as opposed to girls, who always seem fake.. or something. but to put one in a relationship.. it's like putting a lion in a zoo. everythign just blows up. those good conversations that you used to carry on.. well.. they got lost somehwere when the phone got picked up. putting someone in a relationship is liek ruinging their true identity. they change who they are to be in the relationship. i hate that. i hate change. i hate boyfriends. i hate girlfriends. why can't everyone just have friends. plain, simple, friends--people you like to hang out with, people you get along with. i'm young and i just want to have fun. i don't know about you, but i'm just living life to live it up. i don't want to waste my time cryign when i can be spending it laughing. life is bullshit. just go with the flow. okay, now that i've let that all go.. here's my update: i don't know how much of an update this can be, because, just like i said i wasn't going to do, i've been away for a while. i think it's that myspace.. it's so fucking addicting. i am always constantly getting commetns and messages and friend requests, i have to check it every 3 seconds to see if anythings different. wow.. that's an addiction. i made some new friends... and what's awesome, is that i've gotten close with my old ones again. the other day, renette and brittni came and picked me up. we went to corey's house and then brittni went home. me and renette left and we picked up brittni and gina after britt took a nap. we then picked up sarah ludwick, and damn, i haven't seen her in ages. i seriously haven't hung out with her since like.. may. we went to steve's house and chilled for a little bit. some people were there that i didn't know. gina's brother and some kid. i don't know either of their names. then chuck bock came. we all just chilled. steve has real fish in the pond in his back yard. we left and i slept over sarah's--after we finished off 40 bagel bites. 20 each. they were bomb. in the morning, me and sarah went to the mall with jesse. which was probably one of the best experiences ever... only because jesse cracks me the fuck up. after that, sarah went to hang out with ryan and ryan took me home. steve came to pick me up after that with kristin and jamie and gina's brother--yeah i still don't know his name. we went to kristin's and all chilled. it was cool. dippy and chuck bock came over and ummm everyone left and we went to sleep. we woke up and we went to eat n park and it was good and then i went home. i was late for work. a half hour, because i thought i worked at 3:30 when i really worked at 3:00. i came home from work and did shit. i sat on myspace when i was supposed to be getting a shower. i still never got a shower, but i'll get one in the morning. i go to work at 11 tomorrow mornign and i get off at 3. i hope i find something to do tomorrow. i have to work on monday from 3:30-8:00. tuesday is kennywood--i have to find something to wear, because jeans are way too hot, shorts are gay, so what the fuck? last year i wore white pants and justin made fun of me. (gr) any suggestions?? anyone?? please?? wednesday is my driver's test. i'm uh.. a little nervous, only because i know i'm going to fail and i have no idea what i could possibly not pass. i mean, i know how to drive, i just have a feelign i'll fail. ...waht happens when you fail a driver's test? do you have to retake your permit test?? i ahve to call nicole sometime, because she is due in a couple days and i CAN'T wait.!!!! come out, baby! come out!!!! anyways.. i'm gonna go.. i have to get back to my myspace. (fucking addict). peace!@!!!! |
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